Simplicity...

this is the moment when i wish life was as simple as ABC...

and that it is boring and plain...

the world painted with no colors but black and white...

JK Rowling has revealed the final title of Harry Potter.

"Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows" click to navigate

I can't wait!

Super CrankyNess!

OK! This post is very much similar to all my other posts typed when I have my anger provoked! So, this post is AGAIN = 18 sx. TuTT!

WHAT the fuck is wrong with those insensitive people (whose name i do not wish to specify in case in polute this website of mine!) Think U are so god damn great handling SUCH HUGEEEEE EVENT???!

OH COMMON! U think U are the only one having weight upon UR useless weakling shoulder??? And I have to take up all the nonsensical temper! FUCK U! seriously! I DO GIVE ALL MY SHITS to people like these! It is a sin by just not being bothered! I feel bad for what I have not done (that also with the fact that UR message didnt get to me! how efficient is that???! Just how sufficient the blame is showered upon me at the same time?)

I cannot NOT just keep it quiet and pretend like nothing is out of control and things are just the way they are! Everyone is tired! Everyone is fucking exhausted! Drained from the blocks battle over the week! What do U expect???? U want every single to fall into place and have most things planned flawless and scarless?! Like how the trees started growing in the mountain and the water flowing into the ocean?
U think U are GOD MEH? So almighty and superior!

It is annoying! Annoying to have such insensitive people around! But well, if we have all the sensitive people around, the world would be boring afterall eh? Funny! Its just my fate to be gifted with over emotionally feelings and labile temperament!

Currently, I have to stupidly plaster a bonafide smile and pray and hope and salvage the stupid situations! I should have known it better!

TO NEVER GIVE A DAMN TO PEOPLE LIKE THESE!

I so fucking know the depression or tension or stressed are crystal clearly written on my face! I cant help it k! I am just using what the God has given me! I have got plenty of facial muscles. Might as well I put it into maximum usage! *sigh...*

Bloody hell.

can I or can I not...

rememeber exactly, when was the last time
I was so absorbed into a story book...
Having to feel that I am in control of every single thing around me at the moment,
it does give me a very good boost...
but needless to say, it has been a long-long time since I felt this way

Ha-ha. Medical really has its way to make me lost within the hustle-and-bustle of life.
Everything is all about schedules and making it on time to finish the endless objectives listed in papers after papers.

I now feel so consoled, so comforted... Mmmm~
How often do i actually sit back and do some 'homely' thing like reading, baking cake or sipping a cup of home-made coffee? Speaking of which, I made a cuppa Sulin brewed kopi with 2 sachets of 3-in-one nescafe and 2 sachets of Cadbury Chocalate drinks. GrRrr...

Nah... I'm almost sure that when I put the final fullstop, I will be zapped back into reality.

BLOCK EXAM in 2 DAYS!!!!! *smiles*

Peace Out...
Su-Lin, Tan (4.33am)

Grandpa was in my dream yesterday...
Im very happy he came...
Maybe he knows i was feeling really unhappy..., maybe... *smiles*
might had been my last chance seeing him...

I'm still sore... there's just a clump there right in my heart, weighing down my happiness...
I hate it when i feel this way, makes me feel crappy and makes anyone who notices me feel uneasy with my presence...

What good does emotional breakdown brings? I'm yet to figure that out yo...
All i know is, once I am diagnosed with it, my eyes start to prick... Water accumulates...,
one drop, two drops and then tears will just come streaming down non-stop. It is simply autonomous. Wonder-FOOL! The harder I try to stop, the more i cry... *sigh*
If I wasnt in medical school, I would have thought theres a machine in my thorax which is activated to pump all the additional tears to my eyes... -.-"

Aches .... such a bad timing for everything to happen...
All i need is someone to be there...sumone to hear me out... someone for me to cry my blardy screwed up heart out!!!!
But no one seems to available nowadays...
I've been keeping things to myself alot... It is accumulating and while day passes by, they multiply to create more havoc...
why cant the braniac nerds create a tool to discharge horrible accumulated non-disposable emotion? why?! why?! WHY?! would have been way much easier...

i know very well, this is going to last for a while only and everything is gonna be back to normal. Euphoria is going to kick in anytime soon...
But the problem is... how soon is S-O-O-N?

p/s: i had friendly stingray in my dream yesterday too... =))
Only Love,
Sulin, Tan... (7.17am)

Fake Post

Weather has been behaving really weird lately...

Instead of feeling humid and sweaty, I am actually feeling cold...

Feeling the chill at night when the fan is static.

Going to the bathroom and to be in contact with the water thats coming out from the tap, in the wee morning is a NO-NO!

I am astonished! This is suppose to be peak Summer in Manipal!!!

Hey~ Mr. Weather! Are you getting your records wrong? Memories Short Circuited?

One year back, I seriously do not remember complaining about the chill throughout the summer. Well, my AC was screwed up back then...(thats not a reason, because i dont even have an AC now..) And I was practically roasting myself whenever I was in my ex-room. Plus, i complaint real alot and even got an entry cursing the weather....

.......................................

.................

........

....

or did i......................................................?

I think it is me who is suffering from Amnesia.

*whispers*

"Eh susu, its winter in the northern part of india dei!!!" >.<

Coz i juz checked my previous entries. Peak summer is suppose to be in march. LOLZ! Speaking of which, I have been in India for one-FREAKING-FUCKING-year.

Talk about astonishment-LAH! GAGA!

But since ive written so much, i'll post this anyways-LAH.

So enjoy cursing me-LAH! -MOU LIU-!

Pain has an element of blank;
It cannot recollect
When it began, or if there were
A day when it was not.

It has no future but itself,
Its infinite realms contain Its past,
enlightened to perceive
New periods of pain.

(i feel so cold now... wonder whether he is somewhere around...)

There's Been a Death In The Opposite House...

There's been a death in the opposite house
As lately as today.
I know it by the numb look
Such houses have always.

The neighbours rustle in and out,
The doctor drives away.
A window opens like a pod,
Abrupt, mechanically;

Somebody flings a mattress out, -
The children hurry by;
They wonder if It died on that, -
I used to when a boy.

The minister goes stiffly in
As if the house were his,
And he owned all the mourners now,
And little boys besides;

And then the milliner, and the man
Of the appalling trade,
To take the measure of the house.
There'll be that dark parade

Of tassels and of coaches soon;
It's easy as a sign, -
The intuition of the news
In just a country town.

~€mily Dickinson~

the funeral will be tomorrow...
at 11p.m.
i regret for not being able to be there...
i will never able to tell you how much i miss you...
things will never be the same again...
Viva Forever....

why so abrupt...? why life has to be this way...?

Breeze...

sweet memories are to be remembered when someone is feeling absolutely down,
family members are to be missed when they no no longer in town...

I love you...
The thing is, all i am feeling right now doesnt seem to change alot. I feel the time has frozen. Unmoved by the spinning of the earth, rising and setting of the sun... Possibly, my biological or geographical clock is 2 and a half hours behind time...
I lag. It will start to set in ,no sonner than that...

I still feel that you are still there...
resting on the swing in the garden...
feeling safe in the cocoon...
monitoring very walk of life in their daily activities...
While vehicle zoomed past on the street..
you secretly smiled and thanked god that you are no longer in a rush...
neither to fight against tide nor to overtake the time...
And every once in a while,
beams of joy were unleashed,
smile of great happiness filled your lips when a visit arrived from the far away land...
The melancholy of the yesteryears might have rot with the past...
Maybe nobody knows the commotions which has been etched in the heart of someone like you...
To think about it...,
It had been long...
It must had been really lonely...

I am afraid of loneliness too... Beacuse plain loneliness makes my soul feels dry and it flakes bit by bit...

The breeze appeared and dispersed... And it was all that it took...

-------------------------------------------------------------------------You~

Yaadein~

Fucking blame me for ever falling for such a guy!
What did i do in my previous life for me to deserve such honourable cast in the society?! That i do not seem to deserve someone at all? Desperate? Oh yes i am. Who wouldnt? You? If yes, then go screw yourself!

Goodness gracious! *YOU! leave me alone dei*

Sunsweet

Do not treat Prunes as Snacks!
Do not eat Prunes unless constipation sets in to lock ur anus hole.
Do not eat half box of Sunsweet Prunes in 15 minutes without taking any meal!

........because the consequences are dreaful!
In exactly 2 hours! 120 minutes, the hollow stomach will start growling with a melodious tune cum Linkin Park summer concert. Then, uneasiness starts crawling from the upper part of stomach and the vibe travels down from one end of the Small Intestine to another end into the large bowel. With the intensity of vibe (drumming, knocking, pinching, clanking, churning etc,etc) somehow grow stronger at each bends of the Intestine.
*whisper* I wouldnt wanna imagine the number of bends throughout 6 metres length of Intestine. -.-

Gosh! In no time, you would be running in and out of toilet every split second.

(hold ya' breath and get ready with toilet paper)

Anyone with squatting toilet, prepare a support man! Coz when you are finally done, your calves and thigh will turn squabbly and they can give in to your weight any moment.

Trust me, IT IS JUST PLAIN SMELLY occurance! It ain't sunny nor sweet as the name indicate.

~Nice~

I am thankful that life has brought me till today...
Because today is exceptionally tranquil...
The ripples in the air... not the slightest turbulence...
The flow of my emotions did not show any sign of turbity...

*take in a full cup of air* WHOAAAA!

Love,
Sulin Tan (23.02) ^^

Life & Playground

I think it is times up for speeding through life lately... A need to stop, breathe and analyze a few things that has been a lil of a bother to me. This might be essential if not the best thing to do right now...

Life as it seems has always depicture everything you need to learn, know and be aware of... Be it subconciously, accidentally, destinied or being forced to acknowledge those general basics about life, the responsibilties lie upon us. Basically, life is like a foreign language. We have to take them in and do the rest of the translation ourselves. When first exposed to, it sounds really complicated and nevertheless the crappiest, ridiculous, super hardest thing on the surface of earth. Only the irony is, life evolves around the planet itself, so, i think i have to compare the level of difficulties to be the hardest thing in the universe. *grumbles* Anyways, some of us actually learn it fast enough to avoid the reccurence, some go really really slow...

But the best part about life is, once it is partially understood, it is as easy as ABC. *hurrays*

Good enough, now, how many of us actually treat life as playground? How many of us when fall down, cry, stand up and are ready to continue running? How many of us do not give up playing hide and seek? How many of us got so hooked up in the playground and are adamant to take a break from the excitement? And how many ended up feeling extremely exhausted? And what about this? Fighting for the most expensive toys and rides? Yes... If u understand what i am saying, then you would want to ask yourselves too... Do you laugh like those children you see in the innocent teritory... And do you forget about fight that happened as recent as 30 seconds ago and then continue to have fun?

Break a leg and start praying to see urself as such! Because, we cant. I cant. Neither are you capable of doing so. I admit, I am complicated, I treat my life as complex as my volatile feelings and emotions. I cannot seem to understand the basis behind it. I live to question and I also live to question those questions. In which i do not obtain an answer towards the end of the day.

Thus, i personally think that if you are kept away from certain knowledge, it doesnt mean you are stupid. But be thankful, because you blessed from getting all tangled up in a mesh work of complication. And hey, it was a smart move to avoid getting involved too! So, is there an actual margin to draw between the difference of stupidity and a smarty ass? (and yes i have something to say to rebut what i have just said! gosh... it is nverending...)

CRAP

C-R-A-P spells my mood for the day.
Apart from feeling the ultimatum of crappiness, nothing has succesfully entertained me!

*clap hands*
So, i am a crappy girl today!

TOP 5 crappy events of the week! :

disorientated.
juggling too many things at a time.
temporary and partially paralysed.
socially unstable.
pms.
i-dont-know-what-is-wrong.

miss swollen knee

A long legs i've got...

A liability i have to bear...

HOW MANY time am i going to detach my joint and loosen it so it can hang helplessly like a freaking impotent penis?! WTF!

But maybe! juz... maybe, it is a gift of an angel in disguised! Because the next time i hop to any shopping mall back home, I can legally and legislatively zoom and park at the "DISABLED" parking lot.

NO GUILT! NO second thoughts!

It is like really near to the elevator/escalator, right?! WOOTS! Plus, i dont have to go through the trouble encircling the multiple storey of basement over and over again searching for a pathetic lot.

(but well... that applies only if i can still walk >.<)

haih.... gosh! this is like the 5th time i sprain my antero medial of my knee joint!!!!

:: view from myself ::

:: with flash- looks bigger wor... ::

:: saw dat?! side view ::

:: aih... Sexay~ no more... T.T ::

tSUtSUgamushi

i somehow find this particular name very interesting :

TSUTSUGAMUSHI!

probably it sounds like SuSu. So, instead of spelling it S-U-S-U, now it can be tsu-tsu!

By the way, it is a name of a bug of a deadly disease. Thus, if you are lucky enough to catch this bug, it would be cool to say,
"Hey, dude, I've got tsutsugamushi in me." (with an ummph while saying it)
Rather then sounding like a sick person, now you sound like some martial art master or kungfu sifu who fire a power as tremendous as double TSUnami+GAruda+SHInigami! WTF!?

Make Peace V(^_^)

why quarel over unnecessary issues?
why friends becomes foe?
why dont we see the world as children do...?


why let...

Disappoinment! Devastation! Anger! Hatred! Vengeance! Destruction!
consumed us...?


because when heartaches turns into monstrous scar, the process is irrerversible...
why allow that...? when you can make a difference to smoother the baby inferno...
the choice is yours..

Make peace...? I do not know anymore...

I AM DEFEATED!

enjoy the videoclip below...

Bubbly Scooty

My scooty has been discharged...

Personal Information

name : Bubble (nick named-mickey with white ears)

brand : Sapphire

plate number : Ka 20 L 1962

colour : Pearl White

accesories : HRC exoz pipe

owner : duh~!


I'll let the pictures do the talking then.

:: front view ::

:: side view ::

:: back view ::

:: da cool exoz ::

i say:

"i am as dumb as the goldfish in your tank!"

*blurpp~*

Attention Seeker

People often sucumb to depression which leads to self destruction soon after realising that theres nowhere to run.
Diving head on from the cliff... they are too coward for it.
Bitching about problems to friends (enemy-to-be) becomes an exhausting routine.

Wallowing in self pity by smoking, sloshing down hazardous whisky, rum, vodkas... sounds good.
I bet thats what we tend to do when we are about to let loose from the whole suppresion period.

gaga! I do that to, i dont mind admitting it. Juz felt like saying sumtin about it here.
Btw, i lost my purse, all thanks to my high genius IQ.

home

I don't wanna go home...

Home in India...

India is THE shithole...

Sucks the spirit out of me.

Bybye Poppy Garden & ZOuk
Bybye Kenari
Bybye Mamak-ing
Bybye Shops in Midvalley & One U
Bybye Mc D & KFC
Bybye Bangsar
Bybye Speeding
Bybye Happiness
Bybye Freedom
Bybye Tension free moments
Bybye Home Sweet Home...


Till next year...
A new beginning, a new resolution, a new life
With same old people, same nuisance, same headaches, same tensions....
More responsibilities, more hope, more faith, more matured-me

WELCOME BACK

TO

MANIPAL!

=(

Sometimes I really wonder, am I ever matured enough to make such decisions... It is this kind of hour of the day that started me thinking and wondering a lot...

I've got so many things swimming in my thoughts, my head contains such immense theory about life, about perspectives, about you and me... And I fail to reproduce those in beautiful, precise words to accentuate the effect... Im envious of author, of people to can write so beautifully... of people who can speak to express themselves... People who can lay them out in layers and layers of paragraphs, sentences just like how an architect manages with the blue print of a magnificent building.

I am not exactly incompetent, just a little bit inexpressive...

Did I make the right choice... Whenever I have a minute or two for him to visit me, I feel guilty a little bit more. Guilty to face my future in a few years time. Guilty that I do not meet the expectations of myself in 5 years time. Guilty that I have let go of one big catch back into the ocean. I know I didn't kill him, but I know I have injured him... Deep enough to make him endure in the pool of salt water... A cut which doesn't heal from the time elapse but only to be buried by new events from time to time...

When I finally found someone, infact two of them, both who love me more then I can ever love 'him' but I choose to let 'him' go... And resort back to taking risk. To fall out of love with him and rearrange an opportunity for someone else. A stranger that I have no confident in. A man who doesn't even know me... A guy who does nothing but gives me false hope... For I strangely believe that the 'him' is not the right person yet and the new he might be the right one...

The folks, each and every one of them especially both my mummies tells me not to worry. That special someone, the right man will eventually come along. Just have faith. But faith in who? Myself? I hardly can trust myself nowadays... I'm afraid to wait anymore. Also I'm afraid to find that person. Because I will never know what lies beyond those veil of doubts.

Yet I hope. I wait. I can wait. I have realized that I can sacrifice anything if I want to. I know I am waiting already. He doesn't have to tell me. Either I'm waiting for the arrival of becoming his or I am waiting for the day he breaks my heart into dust...The principle is so simple. To take a risk and to be different and outstand my previous shadow or to take a risk and fall even harder...

I watch the sky painted across with sprinkles of stars, but they are all looking at me only from so far... She couldn't catch them to feel them but she can casually point any spot in the black space and hit a few of them.
True enough, things when seen are more beautiful. Things far are very precious. And those are what we crave for... to want to own. But, they are always far from within our reach. We only can dream. And make another story out of those dreams….

i still need someone who can write...
to write about the beautiful dreams...

Star Struck!

Star Struck!

It is so upsetting to actually absorb the fact that im actually saying goodbye to malaysia next week. NEXT SUNDAY! Its next... sun...day.... and will be reaching the insanity struck asylum-dearest pathetic manipal...

Im going to be leaving my primary family, secondary family, my frens, food, clothes, heels, shopping malls, mamak, clubs, roads, car, room, secret recipe, starbucks.... and most IMPORTANTLY--- all THE random EYE candies hidden at every corner of malaysia specifically kuala lumpur...

talking about which, my luck was really fucking good! YES! its FUCKING GOOD! Like "durian runtuh" Saw that actor who acted in Homecoming shooting video in One Utama today. Gosh... *Droolsss a bucket!*

Hes tall, hes fair, hes innocent looking, hes gorgeous, hes famous, hes CUTE! hes everything a girl like me wants! and hes a chinese? LOLZ.
Then before heading towards teh carpark. My dear sis and I strolled past four guys after hjaving a fit in one of the cheapest selling tops and collest shop ever fitting room for one hour!! Anywayz, 3 of dem on the bench and one standing. All of them were ok looking. Poor shereen was talking to herself once my attention shifted to them. Damn. All of dem were looking at us--- specifically me according to bebe. I was too shy to turn at their direction. HAHA! and one of them gave off a faint whistle. *beams my crown off* well, of coz i was stunning with my short black mini skirt and favourite yellow sequined top. Thank goodness i dressed to kill. Muahaha!

Ive not being flattered for such for such a long long long long long long time... Deprived from cute guys and also their attention all the while in manipal. Huhuhuhuhuhu T.T

And there was another one in Poppy garden! Another cute hunk. Oh no! im gonna get hawtie attack disease soon! Man... just call me a vain la but i think he was checking me and wifey out! WEHEEEE!!!!

THEY ARE JUZ SIMPLY CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE CUTE! and delicious!!!! can i eat them?

according to ezy, got freaking lotsa cute gurls from bacth 19 and batch 18 had gone cuckoo! So, im expecting VUTE HUNKS TOOO!!!!! i dun care if they are a freak or nerd or bookworm. I dun give two shits!!! as long as i get to satisfy my need! >.<

Random sial spells

Unfathomable

I was in mix emotions of excitement and dejection upon returning to the Penisula... Partially I was to be blame for letting things to happen this way again... But mostly, the fault doesnt seem to side me.
Bahh!

A night with the koreans, an afternoon with the mexicans (oh, i was barely tongue tied staring before a neatly compiled menu with names of cuisine i could hardly pronounce... hehehe... ) , and finally the morning of arrival after a journey of a frequent turbulence about miles and miles away from sea level. Swaying even to just walk to 5 seats away, i was bobbing up and down along with my guts and the MAS meal i had earlier just to answer the call of nature... And everytime im in the small but cosy cubical, i cant help but think what if the huge machine sudenly dive down due to breakdown in on of the engines and i ended up dead with the most unfashionable style. I mean common lar, panties halfway down the thigh and having the porcelain bowl slicing and penetrating through the glutues maximus,medius and minimus while one limb landed 50 yards away and another one in between a coconut tree!!! Haha, imgination gone wild due to autonomic nervous breakdown??

Any-fucking-way, guess i must have accquired mild throbbing on my forehead in result of that, apart from the fact that i was awake thanks to my for-once-so enthusiasm in reading each and every articles on the Star newspaper- SPDS : Star Paper Deprivation Syndrome.

Tension always mount upon each other like layers and layers of the Extravaganva Maharaja Hamburger serve somewhere in a 6 star hotel in Bangalore named-Leela Palace whenever I sense something uneasy. It could only mean paranoia actually but i choose to dwell within the realm of emotions and mind game...
Thats what i do best afterall.

Seeing daddy was yet another relief after the relief I felt when the huge bird machine touched the ground. Finally i reached home... Ultimatum relief ler...

Will i stumble upon bad incidents...? Or will i have to scruntinize people around me having to go through what seems like one of the most difficult task by far in the purpose to serve their life?

I wish i had the answer within my reach...

Q for...

DUB..
dub...
DUB...
dub...
DUB
DUB
DUB
DUB
DUB...

dub dub dub dub dub dub!!!!!!!!!

Really my heart never leapt so many beats before...
Also my heart and brain never co-worked in such speed and coordination to process what I cannot seem to comprehend...

Its like a token of consolation they can at least give me...

Im running away... Im hiding... Im avoiding the fact as long as I can... Whether or not it is ugly or triumphant... Its not easy when it comes down to really have to digest the fact that it has not resulted in a manner I have, indeed everyone wants...

To move forward... to go back to their parents’ bright lit expression and wide open arms... (figuratively I mean..) Its just that moment...
Endure...
Save the slightest happiness still left within myself...
I know not...
I don’t noe...
It’s crappy.

Well, I'm a coward... chicken... whatever I call myself, its no point crying over spilt milk eh… I spilled myself... ya RAITE.

Ok, I think im ready noW! LETS GO!

the answer remains untill i come back.. Ja!

Q for Questions...

The BIG 2~ !

~US~

so, my birthday didnt exactly end up with butterflies, flowers and cloud nine sensation!
because a fucker who once upon a time intruded my personal tranquility is back in action to initiate a smackdown match!

walao. im damn tired having to fucking keep quiet wei!
Im a social queen, so wat?
im a failure in studies, so wat?
im gonna be flooded with fails? SO WAT???

Thus,
I am kneeling down,
with 3 josstick and pray to u to leave me alone lar... I am damn fucking scared of u dei... U make me shiver.. tremble...

So, dude and dudettes, im having another rampage oh!!! Im pmsing lo!!! Im selling chee cheong funny lor...
*superficial temproral vessels snapped !!!!*

so if its not him, den good. my fault. but yeah, i shall create destruction from today onwards.
MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA!
people in manipal are driving me insane!
Its an asylum! not a medical school yo!!

YoYOYO! lets play yoyo!

Classic pose! me and wifey!

The gurls

My Browniezzz! NyummmY~

Ryanmon and Lao Fu zi! his tiny cap is missing!

Stupiak WH4! u are suppose to pose!!!

and dis is exclusively for Dao Yao Ling! Shes cute eh... *winks* Bwahahahhaah!

Lastly... i would love to say thnks for every single thing... Everything. From being the silly u guys are to being the people im going to carve a memorable history here when i look back 10 years down the road...

such boring afternoon...

i should be sleeping...

but..
i didnt... because...

i need to replenish my internet addiction dose...

and whole afternoon spent with someone...
ive recently discovered...
yet another "hawtie" that is beginning to put me under his spell...

PRESENTING Ugly kinda Cute:

Matt Dallas in Kyle XY

oh btw, heres another classic, living and more realistic example of ugly kinda cute:

Kua Chi sudden fetish

..... in the midst of major Anatomy paper...

i tasted Kua Chi (sunflower seed??) out of nowhere... I think i was hallucinating. On ques 206, finished shading the last circle for the day...

should have been glad that I've killed one paper. But no, the urge of eating kua chi was really intensified...

only to realise... i have never came across any Kua Chi in India... Tell me lar, sad boh...?

Kua Chi, Kua Chi where are you... Im coming to get you in 3 weeks time!
muahahaha!

EXAM hor.

EXAM hor.

Right now! Right at this very moment!
NOOOOWWWWW!!!!! -END-

I just want to pack my bag and go home....
*cries*
I want to go back!
I don't want to sit for any stupid useless exams!
I want to see mummy!
I want to laugh all i want in the house and shout - I AM BACK followed by CHEERSs!
I want to fight with my two idiotic bros.
I want to quarell with them!
I want to snatch their new phones!
I want to show them pics! pics! pics!
I want to bring them shopping, watch movies, makan makan!
I want to go Pasar Malam!
I want to taste my mummy's home cook food!
I want to drive around in my cool Kenari!
I want to go see yeye, cimcim, ciekciek, kucheh!
I want to ............

I miss home so badly.

This exam anticipation,
Makes me want to puke looking at papers full of medical facts.

Makes me sick to even think of sitting for those brain racking, faith challenging, blood gushing, gut falling, insanity inducing GRAND IMPORTANT papers!

Coz i sux! And of coz Manipal sux too.

I BET EVERYONE from my batch wants to go back now... At least the normal ones...
Its 3 weeks and 5 days counting.../ 26days.../ 624 hours.../ 37, 440 minutes.../
F-O-R-E-V-E-R

Siput Babi or Siput Banana

Siput Babi or Siput Banana?

Ever wonder why sometimes, you wake up in the morning and you are ever ready to hit the journey of the day? And of course, in my case.... errm... it is a rare opportunity to talk about morning dews.

Well..., didnt i mention I only wake up at 12 noon in average daily routine? >.<

Bah~ Studies are getting intense yet the intensity isnt enough for me to gear up my hidden locomotive engine. Unis exam is only 2 weeks and 2 days away...

Sigh...

continued by cheerss!!!

Which means Im only inching nearer to the DAY IM FLYING BACK TO my-country-sweet-country!I'm moving at snail's pace... Time is ticking away like there is never going to be tommorow... Speaking of which....

I was TERRORIZED by a shell-ess snail while I was happily swallowing bananas yesterday. 10 bananas which only cost me Rs10 (or in Ringgit 1) Apart from having to purchase them for such fantastically cheap price, they freaking came along with a freebies - a live snail !!! @.@ Now i know why indians are never good in business...

Tskk tskk tskkk..

:: shell-ess Snail ::

:: sneaky sneaky ar... ::

:: no! look at the person behind! Muahaha! "AHRK?" ::

Man, was i freaked out! Now im having phobia looking at bananas.. Bananas with snail... Snail on bananas. argh, watever lar! -.-"

Supre-moMo "Ball"

Supre-moMo "Ball"

::Owner in her attire::

::accessories::

::back shot::


:: Hercules's mistress. wtf-poser siot leh ::

(no idea why saree reminds me of greek >.<)

:: wifey & I, i love her dress but she doesnt, shes sick in the head ::

::us::


:: class rep- sandwhiched in between two chicks::

(p/s: steven, if u are reading dis- I AM CUTE, KE AI, COMEL, KAWAII k!)

:: mua favourite lecturer-coolest, most sporting india's lecturer! - Dr.Ulas Kamath:: (dun ask me why but he reminds me of panda bear bear)

:: hehe. let the pic does some talkings. do u hear it? *winks*::

:: donkey eng, emo for duno wat reason ::

:: (left to right) Chandan, elegant Gayathri, mua, sparkling taran and coach riew ::

:: Lieutenant Jia Hong and cheeky me- he tot me how to bomb::

(I like the way i look here)

:: navin and I ::

:: zhi ling and I ::

:: sugin with fab abs and none other then me ::

::my sista!!!! ::

:: aint she schweeett...? ::

:: japan taufu (ehem), alicia, mua, gloria and jeremy ::

:: dearest dailou high on liquid (click here) ::

:: dancing queen too! ::

:: another one! ::

:: hrrmmmppphhh, tired adi. Muka mau berak ::

:: roses.... terima kasih class rep yang baik::

(gosh, ur name appear dunno how many times here! u better apreciate it! stop bullying me)

-sewdo, me got no good pics wif u guys. Mia more lar wif the date. sorimase~ however....... i hav a pic on his crooked teeth! =B