Boo!

One of the rare-st night I am awake but I am not playing Gunbound or doing anything insignificant.

I am S-T-U-D-Y-I-N-G!

Nyek~ Dont bother me. Wanna jot down.

Diary of "End of Jan 2007"

Am I emotional or what?

Even I can't say for sure myself...

My feelings have been fluctuating like an unstable KLSE graph...

Wait... I gotta trace back to the days I was suppose to blog but ended up not doing so...

24th Jan
Night intensive practice for anual day performance. A bit "kekok" pouring out my expression. >.<

25th Jan

Woke up too early for my sleeping schedule thanks to GB.

March past under the hot morning sun (im getting blacker) and soaked shoes in the flooded kmc greens. Beat Sotong and Andru though. Lolz.

Then off i went to udupi to get cloth for backdrop decoration with gaya kia. Ishkk.

Came back and was supposed to be at Chathiya Hall for the lunch ala prize giving ceremony. I slept through the afternoon... Haha. My name was called >.<

Woke up by 1.30, showered and perfumed my torso. Putt-putt-putt to valley view. Deco time. This time, the sun freaking singed my bulu-bulu roma!! Walao-eh~~~ Eyes oso one line only.

Thanks to those who came and helped out ie: Baveen, Bob, Tan, Thiru, Eng, Syam. Anson came when we were about to finish. Wtf wei.

Near 4.30 we finished the unplanned backdrop. Turned out: not-too-bad. Period. Wark. Rushed to Jun's house. And she did my hair. ONE HOUR I had to sit and bertapa. Result-oso not bad lar. A DIY locks, I shouldnt complain la, hor...?

Then right... was suppose to be in the hall by 6pm! Finished dat time oso 5.30 liao. Then have to take heels from gaya kia. Which i thanked god i took coz one side of my heels went MIA till today! wth again wei!

Came back 5.45 and rushed like hell. Aha~ no doubt i look cun k despite the fact that YES the slit carries an obscene length. I was late btw, trademark adee lar.

Sang on the stage. WOW~ I am pretty satisfied with my own performance on stage this time. For once the sound system didnt screw me up and for once I gained such confidence. WOOTS!

*Hops around in circle throwing confetti*

Congratulations to myself! Additional *pats pats on the head*

Blues as an after party... Had fun. Was tipsy.

Then... that was when things became different...
I have to get used to it, I guessed... Sigh...

-Will post all the pics in the next entry-

26th Jan

Kawat kaki. Another fun thing. ^^

During the stupid band slot, Kongkong zapped into my thoughts. Guess the stupid melody sounded like a bloody funeral song. I wasnt there for him... I didnt send him off... And I miss him... I havent adapted to the idea that when I go back... I will not see him anymore... No... i will not... It will not be the same anymore u know prony...

::posers posing::

::sangat panas::


::pic pic::

::LOOK at Ho's (rapist face) and sotong's expression (walaoeh) ::

:: the flower car. tell me it doesnt look like the funeral car. Only thing missing is the potrait infront::

::kirip, kirip, kirip, kanan kirip.. tomp tomp tomp~! ::

:: semangat adee, near the guest of honour, but in the end oso screwed up::

:: concentrate on ming! caught in action::

:: group pic::

I guess the time has really come...
For me to bid you farewell.

Im a lil stunt actually. It hits me real hard for a while.
I didnt realise that I am not prepared to see the cloud disperse...
The pinnacle of sombre season has ended...?

For better or for good... Only you know...
I only hope you will soon be the sun that shines like how it used to be...
I can only pray that much...

Memories will alwayz be carved in my heart. You have my word for that...
No matter what happened, friendship doesn't end there...

Take care. =)

Thoughts...

Interbatch events have came to an end finally. With yeah..., a very dissapointed defeat in football....
I wish I could say something to make all of them feel better... It must be real hard to accept the ugly truth...

I understand how it felt... The intercultural event was an example... We were so close... Only 200 points behind them. Chances are way much lower next year around. Its the truth. Too bad.

Anywayz, personally (privately actually. lolz, since i'm stating it in my blogpage) I would like to thank the whole of my batch for going all out to challenge our senior and junior mentally and physically. The co-operation vibe amongst us were really immense. Im grateful, im touched, im moved, i'm ya-da, ya-da, ya-da...

Things happened. Sucky or lovely? Preferably if one swallow them without much enquiry. Just to avoid more misery...

On the other hand, my words of hearty congratulation to our basketball team. They kind of like break the karma/ curse when they dribble their way up 1 point ahead and slam the game closed! Bagging THE 1st ever champion in sports event! You guys rock! Wohoo~ the best basketball I've ever watched even in comparison with SlamDunk yo. the TENSION! The suspense. Were stacked on top of each in pratically every second after the 1/4 of the game. Both team were doing really well. Haha, they did their homework lar. >.<

FINALLY!~ Scooter ---> Bike

People often tell us to attack those missions assigned by our inner self. Make them come true as fast as possible! like ZAP! ZAP! ZAP! and Pahk! pahk pahk!
One good reason: Life is too short for anyone to put wishes on-hold.

Ever since I came to India, I've actually progressed nourishing my ability! Do the impossible for the old-sulin, eh? ie: singing in public, jogging, sports, getting wasted, riding a bike!!

Tonight, is the night, watashi learnt how to ride a BIKE! Motorbike. Motorcycle. NOT scooter! The one with the troublesome clutch!!!! And unecessary gear switch and-and-and-and the awfully heavy 2-wheeled vehicle!!!!! Bah! I managed to pull it off somehow in the middle of the chilly chilly night outside the ever-so-not-popular crystal apartment road on Jimmy Hong's Red pulsar! (thanks for trusting me with ur bike -.-) 1st time experience on a pulsar dei! ^^

Ive been wanting to learn that for quite some time! And I started kicking off with my lovely Bubble scooty. An easy task, it was. Duh?! Any Tom, Dick and Harry, & Sara, Pussy and Mary would be able to manuvouere an automatic gear box car/motorbike easily. As far as my safety and me being a female is concerned and of course of NOT forgetting the fact that I AM A FEMALE (no lar... it was because i wanted to learn using the only blue pulsar bike available then, Andru restrained me from trying on HIS bike)

Aww~ my fire of desire was sizzled into ashes...
UNTIL, Jenoi promised to teach me a few months back. Man, i love u guys! Thanks jenoi, hia jong and ph!!! ^^,

It was fun! I encircled the taman crystal 2 times and i rode all the way back to Swarnagiri! Tak MATI ENJIN langsung!~ Terrer kan? KAN? KAN? KAN?

Bwahahahahaha~ IVE MADE IT! IVE DONE IT!
My next target is to fly a plane 0.O

Krohhhh~

p/s: I should think of what bike to buy soon you noe? since my bubble has been so commercialised that we have 2 more clones in manipal. Sooner, they might be just like blooming spring's flowers popping out everywhere. -.-

Tokyo Drift-ed~

I know the most outdated person you can ever find on this planet when it comes to movies.

NO? Try me.

I juz watch Tokyo Drift! Whoosssh-
Man... The show is AWESOME!
And sure it is an adrenaline pumping and tension building movieeeee.

Man, was i rooted on my floor, eyes pinned on the screen watching the hawt Lucas Black sweating his skill in a classic Ford Mustang thrashing that snob DK! *sniggers*
I wish I was beside him having my guts challenged... Thuff~



Regretted not watching it while it was at the top chart. Cant believe im late by 2 years. Lolz!

I love love love love love love their super cars!!!!

Especially Neela's Rx8,

Han's Rx7 *muaks muaks*

and unfortunately D.K's Z350. Dengz.

Here are some other cars featured in Tokyo Drift! ^^

Nissan Fairlady
Nissan Silvia

Mistsubishi Lancer Evo IX

Now, I cant wait to watch Too Fast Too Furious 2. FWT (Fweat=Sweat+wtf)

Oh yeah, I havent watched that either.

presie from Brett Lee

For all the cricket fans...
Especially Brett Lee's fans... *points at ma-self* ME! ME!
which I highly doubt anyone else around me is one >.<
BRETT LEE feat Asha Bhosle in

Can You Tell a Girl~




*melt*

footnote: arigato kozaimasu shiny for the clip!

I am confused too.

Dinesh was pissed drunk yesterday. LOLZ.

Andrew wasnt aware of what he was speaking. >.<
He doesnt only smile while hes high, he also stabs people with words. Not me btw.

I was euphoric! But no hot guys as usual. Was hoping someone was there though. LOLZ again!
Slept at 9 am and woke up at 2 pm sucessfully without any trace of hangover.
*pats own head*

Anyways, with quite a number of "happening" incidents in one night, I learnt and picked up a few pointers.
I have finally realised things I refused to acknowledge.
That the power of alcohol is tremendously great.
Some people just do not know how to appreciate things in life until its near gone.
Friendships are mere relationship which doesnt work by one party thinking he/she is being a good friend. (when he/she isnt! damnz!)
Pretence. Facade. are the keys to destruction.

I am sure u know all these. Why am i saying it like it was my own quotation? Bah. Having all these struck me real hard in one night is worth jotting them down...

It hurts... but life is only carved by scars...

And you sometimes do not know who are your true friends anymore...
Someone who is alwayz there for you no matter what happens? It is all bullshittae.
People tend to get occupied and conveniently forget about certain unwritten vows in friendship... Is that one of the reason people wanna get the love of their life? so they somehow secure a friendship along with it? I wonder...

Human are selfish. I am too.

Have you ever wondered...

Why is it that people say they "sleptlike a baby" when babies wake up everytwo hours?

If a deaf person has to go to court, isit still called a hearing?

Why do we press harder on a remotecontrol when we know the batteries areflat?

Why does someone believe you when yousay there are four billion stars, butcheck when you say the paint is wet?

Why do they use sterilized needles fordeath by lethal injection?

Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard?

Why does Superman stop bullets with hischest, but ducks when you throw arevolver at him?

Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets?

Whose idea was it to put an "S" in theword "lisp"?

What is the speed of darkness?

Are there specially reserved parkingspaces for "normal" people at theSpecial Olympics?

If the temperature is zero outsidetoday and it's going to be twice ascold tomorrow, how cold will it be?

If it's true that we are here to helpothers, what are the others doing here?

Do married people live longer thansingle ones or does it only seem longer?

Do you cry under water?

How is it that we put man on the moonbefore we figured out it would be agood idea to put wheels on luggage?

Why do people pay to go up tallbuildings and then put money inbinoculars to look at things on the ground?

Who was the first person to look at acow and say, "I think I'll squeezethese pink dangly things here, anddrink whatever comes out?"

Who was the first person to say, "Seethat chicken there... I'm gonna eat thenext thing that comes outta it's butt."

Why do toasters always have a settingso high that could burn the toast to ahorrible crisp, which no decent humanbeing would eat?

Why is there a light in the fridge andnot in the freezer?

Why do people point to their wrist whenasking for the time, but don'tpoint to their bum when they ask wherethe bathroom is?

Why does your Obstetrician,Gynaecologist leave the room when youget undressed if they are going to lookup there anyway ?

Why does Goofy stand erect while Plutoremains on all fours? They're bothdogs !

If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests? (This one kills me !!!!)

If corn oil is made from corn, and vegetable oil is made from vegetables,then what is baby oil made from ?

If electricity comes from electrons,does morality come from morons ?

Why do the Alphabet song and Twinkle,Twinkle Little Star have the same tune?

Stop singing and read on...

Did you ever notice that when you blowin a dog's face, he gets mad at you, but when you take him on a carride, he sticks his head out thewindow?

Does pushing the elevator button morethan once make it arrive faster?

extracted from Friendster Bulletin.

Wat the HECK! Helluva embarassing encounter!

What would you do if you woke up at 8.53 am when you have class at 9 am and you stay about 5minutes away from the lecture hall?

Let me tell you what I would do. Or rather, what I have done. Today.

Adrenaline RUSH!
Every action was triple the speed I normally perform! Both my housemates were aparently still sleeping soundly, infact one of them is STILL SLEEPING NOW!

After enough knocking/banging/hammering on their doors for several instances, I had no choice but to get out of the house. Scooter was not behaving, as usual. But I managed to get to the Lecture Hall as fast as possible (after multiple pit stops on the way)

Panted myself up 3 flights of stairs, taking 2 at a time (I would have taken 3 if my lower limbs were longer, you know.. >.< ) It was already 9.10 on my hp. And of course, intelligent excuses were hopping about in my brain while I was deciding on which to be presented to the lecturer I was about to face.

*god, I would give you anything if you made the lecturer's GIT on strike at the moment* thought sulin...

Reached the 2nd floor-NO sign of batchmates loitering around. NO sign of sleepy looking late-comers like me which I usually come across.

Well, THAT MEANS only one thing : I AM FREAKING LATE!

Without any second to lose, I sprinted across to the my classroom 2D (if i am not mistaken), peeped inside through the rectangular trasparent window on the door.
Saw a male lecturer, held the handle, took in a deep breath and *abrupt openning of the door*

(Basically, I barged in...)

My vision was still targetted on the lecturer standing on the elevated stage in front. (he wears a neatly trimmed moustache. haha) Trust me, he looked as dazed and perplexed as I was. >.<

Fine! Maybe hes one of the random new lecturer who frequently hibernates in the cabin.

I blurted out "sorry" with the best -I-am-horribly-sorry-and-i-seek-for-your-mercy+ forgiveness-look- I could present. Smiled innocently. And he still didnt make any gesture. -weird-

So, OBVIOUSLY, the next thing you do is, you turn to your supportive classmates to salvage for some stare/acknowledgement/ giggles that show consolation. -Aha-

TO MY heck of a HORROR!
I saw sea of white labcoats and unfamiliar faces staring agog at me. (btw, the class seemed a bit overcrowded) As far as i remember, there is no lab period till after lunch. -i think-

And then I saw Anand-the annoying yet charming talkative emcee, the supposedly superstar of batch 15.

I gasped!
(i remembered this clearly- i gasp while my palm flew to cover my mouth, man that was weird!)

Comprehension hit me like a thunderstruck, no.
I was still rooted at the opening of the classroom. Slowly, the sound of gigglings began to rouse. The intensity of whisperings increased.
My cheeks flushing and burning like I had my drop dead gorgeous crush caught me picking my nose. WTF.

I exchanegd a few more glances with the lecturer and I let go of the door handle.
*door closes*

GOSH!!!!!!!!!!!
In my heart, I was actually partially cursing myself for not dressing up.Plus my hair looks weird when i looked into the mirror earlier, while brushing my teeth. WTF!
But hey, I cannot help thinking like that k! Afterall, we are talking about the invincible, good looking batch 15 I was dealing with. My senior dei. WARK~!

Man, was I still blur wondering whether today's class has been cancelled or not.
(contemplating the fact that I attended a class that was cancelled last week and being crowned the blurrest class rep of the millenium) *sigh*

Then, the guy attendant came running to me pointing towards the classroom of btch 16. Mohandas was standing right in front of that classroom laughing at my funny action. I bet he saw the whole incident. Adding to my annoyance is that the attendant was also laughing: haha, hehe, hoho, eyore e-yore. *snort*
NOT funny k.DAMN IT!

Guess what, I could still ask mohandas: "This is batch 19, no?" pointing at the door (because i saw another labcoat figure entering the class before making a fool outta myself in front of the entire batch 15. And that labcoat figure was Dr. Mana. KRrrohh~)
What else? I increased his rate of laughter.

Entered the REAL class, said sorry for the second time.
My my hp started blinking.(thank god, my phone was on silent!)

-4 messages unread-

One frm Vino who claims that I looked like I was about to make a sudden announcement.
Anand who called me a drunkard.
Nilesh who thinks it was somehow sexy to enter batch 15 class in such fashionable way.
And Sook Mun - "the blurest person in the morning"

>.<


G-R-E-A-T. What a way to start my day.....

Love

Ming told Su kia that one has to love his/her bike/scooter/car. (scooter for me lar basically)

Since my scooter is Indianishly dirti-fied, I decided to bathe it la. Not bathe with it, you silly! Took me about 20 minutes la.
1st i soaped. then I watered. finally I wiped la.
But then hor, it is still wet. Wait for the wind to dry it la.

Wei... Im showing affection to IT ok.

Now, it is brand new, shiny, sparkly, bubbly, bouncy, spicy, masala-ey. watever lar.
Nice smwell oso.

Sienzzzz lalalalalalalala!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My name in Japanese....

Onamae wa?

Just a plain Su Lin, I'm known as:
石丸 Ishimaru (round stone) 弓美 Yumi (beautiful bow, as in bow and arrow).

-wtf- How contradictory can this be? Round stone Vs Pointy Arrow!?

With the almighty "-", (Su - Lin) which I prioritize as much as my pride, it becomes:
松尾 Matsuo (tail of a pine tree) 歩 Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).

-see the difference in the meaning a punctuation can made? -
- at least it carries a subtler meaning to my name -

Let's see what becomes of me without the space and "-"
I am still a Matsuo Ayumi!!!! ^^,

With my last name aka Tan:
秋本 Akimoto (autumn book) 歩 Ayumi (walk, deeper meaning: walk your own way).

-now where the heck does my tail of a pine tree disappeared?-
OH! i know, the pine tree was chopped down and processed into an autumn book!
WTF! WTF! WTF!

Try it ler: http://rumandmonkey.com/widgets/toys/namegen/969/

aiya! Rambling!

BWAHAHAHAHAHA! Happy Nude Year!

Actually right, 2007 has been a sunny year so far! Everything is going as planned. Wonderful unexpected events have been taking place. Not bad ou~
No resolution. Who cares? Fuck it la. I got better things to do!

Firstly, I've gotten around to know my fellow batchmates better. People whom i used to think of as "freak". (i admit) Because I cannot go anywhere near them literally and figuratively.
Cannot lah now? Everyone can sulk oso okay! >.<

I have also taken up sports since I feel like im inflating like hot air balloon. Its a kind of resolution, i think. And so, I am in the bsb team (NOT BACKSTREETBOYS) and volleyball. I am pretty useless actually. Not having to put my height and my built into use for my entire life.

But nothing is ever too late.

Secondly, someone I hated so so so so so so MUCH was screwed with words of prick of thorns and needles by a lecturer during sdl! WOHOO!!!

*laughs*

Ask any of my group mates. I am sure all of them enjoyed the scene! Like fury attack from the Transformer robots' missiles! (btw, the new Trasformer Movie coming out soon!)
If only i could laugh out loud at that crucial moment, I tell u, there will be no tomorrow for my laughter.

*more evilish laughters*

Next, emo-emo objects have been discarded far far far away!

To the furthest-away land!

To be forgotten and rot to frames...

Friends are doing a good job too!
Somehow they managed to throw away the sour prunes and grapes and grow a new one!
Sometimes, we should all start from scratch without feeling afraid of what can and might happen. No one can predict. Plus!! Doesn't miracle happens all the time? But if i have to wait for miracles, then, I'd rather sign up to be a nun and celebate!

Basically, Ive not been let down by this brand new year! Except for the part in which WH4 and sotong took away my beloved "i" alphabet... Just like that... right in front of my eye. *poof*
Gunbound really got be bounded.

Last but not the least something I should share with everyone VIRTUALLY!
I have:

6 bars of Snickers
4 bars of Toblerone
4 packets of M&Ms
2 tubes of Smarties
1 box of Ferrero Roche
20 packets of Mamee
6 boxes of t-drops candies

and...

6 packets of Sunsweet Prunes

to FEED on! ALL BY MYSELF!!!!

+ got Christmas gift from mummy, min and wei didi oso! ^^

krohhh~