Arghhh~ blogiee!
"Memandangkan tarikh perlepasan ku ke luar negara merangkak semakin dekat... rasanye.. aku perlu buat sesuatu... takanlah aku nak terbang tanpa sedikit sebanyak pesanan yang mampu aku tingalkan...
Orang pertama yang aku teringatkan... Johan... Memang aku pernah terfikirkan saat ini.. saat yang telah lame aku bencikan... bukanye ape.. cuma...*aku hanya mampu menelan perasan kesalku... mmg nampak sangat salah aku kerana memendamkan perasaan sebegitu...
Apa pun.. aku memberanikan diri... setiap huruf aku taipkan dengan berhati hati..supaya tidak tersilap kata... entah kenape... perasaan yang lame aku kuburkan mulai meluak luak... BABI sial...."
Nampaknye.. aku ade banyak perkara yang belum aku selesai... Nak gi mati ye!? Gila. Buat buat cerita pun tok sah sampai level nie kut. banyak kan ilham aku. Tu lar... mimpi siang banyak jadik merepek pun banyak... Bahlul! BANGANG. BEngong! sial!
now dat im leaving! i started informing most of my ns frens. great. of course first on the list are johan and abg helmy. Johan juz replied me... guess wat? AHAH! i felt very hollow in my stomache again... and the unusual constricted feeling in my heart started working its way tightening the bind. DAMN IT!
I think i noe now... it is dangerous to leave sumtin not resolved. so dangerous... like a time bomb. waiting to explode! I tot it wuz over.. damn... MULANIE! melu mela meli mele!
ding dong belle...
sulin in the well..
sulin hav to dwell..
who can tell?
lil silly mell....
cinta sejati,
sulin tan
mell can tell? macam mana tell? hohohohoho.
ReplyDeleteu've always been a sensitive soul with a deep well of emotions- capable of compassion,pity, frustration etc but most of all, love. it's normal we can't forget those whom we held close to our hearts over a certain period of time. though time may wash it away, yet it reamins a part of us. so nvm if u realise u hv not fully let go. u can still hold onto d fond memories, forever, and ever.
i think by now, u are utterly sick of my entries. LOLZ. too much of repitition. =) anwyayz, thanks for being my ardent reader and comenter.
ReplyDeleteurs, wifey~
Hey, i know this has no relation whatsoever to your blog....but i just had to leave this here...hehe..here goes.... "I'M COMING BACK HOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" There! Said it! Love you..see u on sat =>
ReplyDeleteby the way, i think today's exam was quite shit. Ah, i just can't wait to come back n leave this shithole... i know, i know, tat's not much encouragement for u..but wen u come here, i, ur ever-loving sister n to-be-respected senior will be here...by your side, every step u take, so i guess manipal should b quite nice for you wen u get here... almost like a second home => Take care, muahh!!!