workaholic? or dreamaholic?

bloggie... ive not been able to blog on my top form for dis past few days... i juz cudnt aloocate time. friggin exausted once i reach home. even right now. at dis second. i hop from blog-to-blog reading and updating myself with my surroundings and felt envious of my fellow blog phreaks (i actually felt dat way????) for failing to create a good post. i even failed to express myself wholly which include dramatism and exageration. Alas, and all i cud managed for the previous post wuz a piece of amatuer-piece (total opposite of masterpiece. i noe im lame! even so, wtf?!)

Sleeping is the hardest daily chore for me. As we all noe, sulin the great, cannot make herself sleep and shut down herself eventhough dozens of grandfather clock struck and chime 4 every morning.... all she ever does at that hour is staring at the monitor screen while fingers fluttering and hovering above the keyboard.... doing wat? of course typing... in wat window? obviously msn window! i dunt noe wats my sickness but hell ya, i just cannot resist internet not onli for chatting but the pleasure of maximazing and minimizing windows, prowling into ppl's frensta acc and blogsites..... haih... i wonder when will i get bored and 'jelak' of doing so.

and hey, working. yeah, i wuz suppose to blog about dis. and i got off topic again. damn! so, working experiene is FUN FUN FUN FUN and TUF TUF TUF TUF! But, I just simply love both my bosses- sui lin and andrew. Coincidentally my boss's is blessed wif a name almost similar to mine: Tan Sui Lin. Guess wat, shes profesional yet shes a child in her. im serious, shes so unique. In a way, she somewhat resembles me and i feel that im somewhat like her.... and urrmm... dis hit me as recent as today. her attitude and personality. =) and shes married to andrew wif three kids! lets juz say im begining to look high on her work towards becoming a succesful her. Of course i shall be way better!

ok, since im in a job that seems urrr.. challenging to blend into customers and left alone to interest dem (another word: im a friggin insurance product demonstrator), i have been scarring away poor shopaholics ranging from window, serious, systematic all the way to speed shoppers. imagine myself running after ppl to get their atention and almost near pleading but in a proffey way for dem to listen! BUGGer! life never seems more colourful right? I am a bug! a society pest! an official and money earning society PEST! LOLZ! oh yeah, my part-time job in dis part-time job also evolves distributing blue and red ballons to small kids and babies! oddly, it feels really nice and u have dis kinda contentment wash all over u while finally to realise that u are actualy smiling from ear to ear seeing kids so happy upon getting a ballon (a ball filled wif nutin but air that is so vulnerable that it cud burst anytime). Silently, I wish to become a kid for a day. Having not to bother about anything at all makes the whole imagination seems perfect! not even the slightest thing....

my next sub part time job in my free lance job couples observations!!!! sound interesting? think again. now I sound like i am ridiculously ridiculed? YEAH! I have been doing that for the past few days. God noes wat provoke me and gave me the 'ilham' to do dat! oklar, blame it on boredom. i alwayz day dream when there were no commotions and so i narrow down and decided to focus into eye-ing couples. How they held each others hands. wat kinda style both of their arm hang onto each others' waist-(mind me, i saw and fela slotting his thumb in between his gf's skirts waistline while walking- i guess his arm must be real tired eh?... LOLZ.) whether or not they suite each other physically... partially admiring multi-racial items. especially chinese and indian as a pair. detecting many chinese-malay combo oso. loathing the sight of lala and lali. fantasizing samy and rani doing it... abu dan bakar making out. KAKAKAKAKAK!!! oh yeah, even uncle and auntie can be musheeeeeee~ gosh! thank god i havent came across a pair of lovey dovey old lads! i shall faint!

oklar. i think dis is enuf for the day. im gonna collapsed any moment now.... getting fever, not enuf sleep, slep at 5 and get up at 8.30am. faster end lar! TOMORO IS MY LAST DAY in ONE UTAMA! YEAH! den two weeks rest, shereen back (outings, outings outings!!!) and off i go to tesco puchong and den sunway pyramid. I have a feeling tesco will not be boring. it is gonaa be muderous............ fabian wont be there too! OH MAN! NO MUSIC!