automatism meh?

prony,
have i told you before about automatic smile?
i think i haven't been using that term ever since i shamelessly thought mr. heartbreaker was all up for me and then i stupidly confessed to that bastard! lol.
anyways, that was eons ago... *yawns*
but on another note, i used to have the automatic smile attack so very frequently in high school. >.< yerrrr.

=))))

reason of my entry today is to jot down:
- i am an early bird today. woke up at 930. biological clock is effed.
- as i was typing on whatsapp, i saw him typing too and i thought whatsapp was going cuckoo
- and as i sent my message, his came in (time stamp 9:35)
- voila, coincidental encounter that triggers happiness in me
- automatic smile
- but right away dampened by the twisted sensation in my tummy
- nah it wasn't the faeces because i took a dump earlier -.-!
- i reckon it is more of the obstacles both him & i are figuring out...
- on another side, side note: lovely weather today. lovely morning. lovely downpour. lovely moment to ber-cuddles... i definitely miss you.

signing off,
serenity... =)
(10:27am)