in search of herself...

Is this THE feeling when people talk about calm before the storm?

For I am feeling exceptionally tranquil at this moment...

Maybe it is the song... =)

Joseph Vincent & Jason Chen's voice serenading my thoughts...

Hold my hand is as brilliant as their last cover : Just a dream~

Been replaying their song since 2 hours ago. Hehe...

Plus, the weather is perfect...

These 2 weeks have been very emotionally exhausting weeks for me..

Too many things running through my mind.

Brain cells also hangus already i think. -.-

Sleepless nights, early awakenings...

It definitely does not sound like my normal self...

Truth is, i learnt quite a bit about my inner self...

In fact i was quite shocked when i realised how unhappy i have been inside...

How i have been lying to myself...

For the longest time, i pretended to no one but me, myself...

It was an awful feeling...

Especially if one is unaware about her ownself... sigh...

Very scary indeed...

Not very sure if i am lucky that i found myself in time looking all battered up and at the verge of losing grip...

I am guessing the time has arrived for me to take off that very mask that hid my true self...

and address the issues i have at hands...

So, I hope Christmas will be magical this year...

But a hope can only can only serve us that much...