Nothing much lately...
Mundane routine... the word routine itself says it all...
Been a week, sleepover with papers and books, yet i havent been doing well... Things have changed, Im upset i cannot get fast grip on facts... after the very very painful death and rebirth i was set upon. Im angry for i get panicky before entering any sorts of exam nowadays... lack of confidance... I didnt use to be like this... Ironically, i didnt fear for not doing well one night before... nor am i able to absorb anything fast anymore... so, changes to better or worse, i think it is obvious~
Basically, thats about studies...
Life...
Has to go on... With or without supports from friends... funny sometimes how foe can be less dangerous... Judge, slam you down, no never listen to me...but make it an ultimate point to lend an ear to elseone. Even if they get to listen, it is alwayz, somehow, miraculously without hesitations, doubts for labelling me as the prey! the i guess its in them. Coz they told me, everyone judges... And everyone is a born adjudicator of others well and bad being.
Aha! heres the catch! Simply said, they think they know alot. And that I dont? Refinely rephrased, being fed with honey from the similar flowers doesnt mean there is 95% nutrients available... Coz i extracted the same nourishments there too. Yet, i grow looking different... They grow looking different from each other too. WTF! So, yeah go figure. I have become a bumble bee. BBuzzzz~ Now i sound like ive got piles in my anus. double WTF?
Scientifically speaking, Ive had enough of being the receptor. Hormones are forcing themselves into an unfit receptor oi~!
Technically speaking, Ive screwed up the engine. Ive yet again enter a key into the wrong vehicle. Though i dont see how it can screw up an engine. Tak kisah lar. asalkan aku yang paham.
Emotionally speaking, Ive HAD ENOUGH. Im tired... Im exhausted... Im worn out...
Dudes and Dudettes... Would u like sparing me a BREAK????!
Hohoho! Random comment: I think im gettin hotter and hotter each day ler. triple WTF! yesterday, being condemn in a life after exam and life at the beginning of a whole new block, i was bored enough to study a few of my recent pics. Result from the observation: My body is good~ SlurppP~ Been thinking that i must have looked real puffed up when the weighing machine's meter sprung from 54kg to 58.5kg... XD
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