bloggie... u noe...,
everything seems so dull and dark and cold today...... despite the rays of the shining sun..... and the heated, upcoming male basketball game of my batch....against batch 16.... (who would have thought..?) i have been transformed into a world of black and white again....
dis is juz not one of my day... Su-Lin? the ever bubbly chirpy soul who never failed to......... everything is juz incomplete..... shes missing.... somebody call the cops! ive lose it yet once again....
am not being myself... am not myself.... am acting weird... am a whinner... sud just work as a full time whinner for the past two days... i could have done better earning some credit for being someone with not-recognized ability....
how i wish dat today tears can help soothen me...
how i wish dat a hug can make a difference...
coz.. nothing seem convincing now... i wana cry and get over with things .. yet resorting to crying juz not gonna solve anything.... im heading nowhere again... im sick of being such a pretender! its eating me alive again.. is dis a sign? is it?
the question shall be left unanswered........ *sharp inhale* ...............sigh.........................
a...g....a....i...n..............
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