Fee-faa~ Germany

Fee-Faa~ Germany

94 minutes staying cope up in Sharadha's common TV room for the first time- it wasnt just the match between Germany-Polland but it was a battle between Mosquitoes and Sulin too!!!!! By the way, GERMAN rox! Last minute goal from nevuille.

Ok ok, I am just one of "those" girls (as Ndru puts it) who doesnt watch soccer (only rarely-i do for matches Man U-Liverpool or Man U- Arsenal or Man U- Chelsea, man... dont get me wrong, am not a fan of Man U), who knows nothing about football, who doesnt play football and ONLI watches soccer during World Cup. That's beacuse everybody does the same thing,no?

Anywayz, while my eyes followed the direction of the ball being kicked from one corner of the field to the other, my hands were working their way off brushing off mosquitoes in the vicnity. I even brought a repellent with me. (next time i should carry a Shieldtox or the coil!!!) Applied and Was partially concentrating. Halfway through, I gave up my effort trying to be an any-living-creatures-lover!!!! I hunt them down and practically encircled the room to exterminate them. Mosquitoes which cant seem to leave me alone even after I apply repellent, really TICKS ME OFF MAX! ARGHHH!!!! I killed 4 of them! *evil sniggers*

In conjuction of World Cup, people tend to associate everything with football.
"Minum bola, Makan bola and Tidur Bola" OMG~
Thus, I recorded down a few lame nicknames that were displayed by msn:

1)Lester-World Cup? Big enough to let everybody in the world to drink water or not?
2)Nic-Do you see Holland and France flag pg 77 Indibur Singh Neuroanatomy
3)Yuvaraj-Czech it out

Wrath

Status: FUCKING PISSED

Listening to: BACK 2 BACK Linkin Park and MARiLyN MAnSoN
(FULL BASS AND FULL VOLUME)

Target: YOU NOE WHO YOU ARE!
*IMAGINARY M16, TORPEDOES, GENERADE AIM AT HIM* Target locked from 360 degree!

TOP WISH:
1st:Lesion at the Silent area in my cerebrum (area 8, 9, 10, 11, 12) specially to have him kill! SO DAT I DONT HESITATE TO get my hand on him!

2nd:GRANT ME SHINIGAMI POWER so i can BLARDY BANKAI AT HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM HIM!

Comments: ANYONE ELSE WANNA MESS WITH ME??? MY DOOR IS OPEN! I SHALL STRIP MY IDENTITY AS A FUCKING FEMALE AND I WILL CONFRONT YOU! CALL ME A FUCKING BITCH AND TOMBOY AND PROBLEM MAKER! I DONT GIVE A GAZILLION FUCKS!!!!!

Want to TELL ME I LOVE WAR AND I HATE PEACE! YES! HURL THOSE INSULTING DISGUSTING WORDS AT MY FACE! SHOVE EVERY KIND OF AFFRONT DOWN MY THROAT! I WILL SHIT IT OUT AND SLAM THOSE FAECES ON UR RETARDED FACE!

10 years from now! I SEE MYSELF damned with HYPERTENSION! I am walking down the lane towards MANDATORY DEATH due to my temper! MYOCARDIAL INFARCTION IS HAPPILY PREPARING A HOSEWARMING PARTY TO WELCOME ITSLEF!!!!! WONDER WHEN WILL MY ARTERIES SNAP!!!!
Thanks to lack of control on my emotions! AND infinite thanks to THOSE WHOM I ALWAYZ HAVE PROB WITH! THOSE WHO I CANT SEEM TO GET ALONG WITH! TO THOSE WHO SEEMS TO FEEL THE AURA OF MAX BITCHINESS, CURSED VIXEN OF CENTURIES RADIATING 10kilometres away from where I flaunt my STUCKED UP FACE!!!!

Last but not the least, thanks for loving me and hating me and then finally trying to DESTROY ME! ARIGATO KOZAIMAZZZ DUDESSS!!!!!!!!!! REALLY! I WISH I COULD BE A GUY SO BADLY I WANA TRY HOW IT FEELS LIKE DEALING WITH A BITCH LIKE MYSELF! IM FUCKING SERIOUS!

Result: O.K

Hotaru No Haka

Hotaru No Haka (click for review)
-traslation: Graveyard of The Fireflies
-i am speechless. Watch and feel it for yourself.
-in short: depressing, suck the happiness outta you (it is nice no matter what)
-personal rating: 9.0 / 10

Love Is All Around

*sobs sobs* i need more tissues.... more.More. MOre.MORe.MORE!!!!

Just finished tearing a bucket watching "Love Actually"

Aww~ Movies like this will never failed to remind people what magical moments are... Christmas... It is all about Love..., isn't it? What more? Hugh Grant, Colin Firth, Keira Knightley all in ONE MOVIE???

Love is all around...
Whether or not its between husband and wife, mother and daughter, father and son,grandma and grandpa, bros and sis, boyfriends, girlfriends, best friends, old friends....

Love is love... Love can flourished and remain eternity, love can grow stronger through understandings and basically time, Love can turn into hatred and It is love that has lost its way... Love arises even before birth, Love changes from one form to another, Love ITSELF is easy to capture but hard to let go, infact we never do... Love is just a curse if you prefer to put it that way! Ponder upon this: everything we do, we DO it with the name of love... Betrayal Vs. Faith, Love itself Vs. Hate, Jealousy Vs. Sincerity Not necessarily for that particular person you love, but it is still love when we show the world the ugly side of us. Because you do it for someone else you love. Or we do it for ourselves because we love ourselves...

Airport... Isn't just a place for us to board a plane and fly to the destination and to achieve our goal. Is it not just about studies neither is it about business trip, nor vacations. If you look deeper... we shall see this is one place where love is freed from human's egoism, human's pride, human's wrath. This is the place where love wins it all! Where love conquers! Love flourished... LOVE IS RELEASED and weigh heavier in the atmosphere....

A dad, in a daughter's eye-someone who can never care less about portraying sentiments and only WORK WORK WORK 24/7... will know a definition of a dad's love in the airport if not anywhere else... The moment when she's about to take off into the departure gate...

A friend, whom you think are your lifetime competitor, everyday annoyance, hard to deal and full of obligation services... This is the moment when that particular friend- who is ready to fly off, leaving you to a far far away land. For once you've stand on the space of intermission of a goodbye moment and actually the instance of seeing her walking off... Love is defined...

I doubt all of us see much of hatred and greed at the arrival scene in the airport....

So guys and girls, all my lovely friends! Tell to the people you love that you LOVE THEM! It is true gesture is everything one can do to show a person you love him/her. But when you find no way of doing so, there is always WORDS... SPEECH... And it means alot more when a gesture comes along with the verbal expression of LOVE!

SO HERE I AM: I LOVE YOU GUYS!!!! (*sweat* would be too long a list if i were to adress each and everyone by name) will tell you guys personally and i start by telling:
I love you, Su-Lin....

*yawns.. im getting bored.... *

Siren

*Siren rings* Sulin under emo attack again...

Susu's brain: OMG! *Sulin talks to herself* GIVE URSELF A BREAK LAR! PLEASE!
Susu's heart: Can't be helped! Fucking resistance against random sad thoughts is too weak.

Random Encounter

Random Encounter

Strolling back from Manipal Bakery... train of thoughts were storming across my brain...
Musing at incidence after incidence that took place despite such short period of time...

Tskk tskk tskk.... Didnt realise that I was staring at both my proceeding feet all the while, and only to look up when crossing the busy road and overtaking passerbys... Across the street... still in deep in thoughts, I look up least expecting my vision to be filled with such beautiful sight on the creation of God... NO! I am not talking about cow dung here! Thhhfff~

A small girl around the age of 4 who was resting on her daddy's arm present me one of the sweetest and innocent smile I've seen... Little did I notice she has been observing me from far... *giggles* Wonder what was she thinking then... Immediately after that, I felt a glow from the corner of my heart... The familiar sensation arised... warming me from within inside out, penetrating the chilly evening surrounding me... She waved too.... By then, I was already cheered up! Of course I return her the best smile I could manage while I gave her a slight gesture to acknowledge her.

I smiled at a stranger today... A stranger who make me feel that theres still love left in the realm of strangers...

Without thinking further, I distorted my expression to tease her from about 500m away... Hehe, cute girl! She turned away looking so shy... Soon, she was facing me again... *smiled again showing her still developing set of teeth* Coincidentally, the three of us was heading the same direction. All along I was mimicking her while she was smiling away. Predicaments felt like the most nonsensical subject on Earth, ya know? Finally, I overtook them, her dad turn over and I smiled, trying my best not to look stupid, I coughed a "Hi" to the girl... Wanted to add a few more compliments but the thought of being labelled as weird was more prominent.

Anyways, thats about it...

Life is simple yet complicated huh?

Here's something to look at :

TIME Best Photos of the Year of 2005 (click)

Signing off... (My Heart Will Go On- Celine Dion)
Only Love,
Su-Lin, Tan 18:31

...my dearest angel & deviL...

...my dearest angel & deviL...

*sigh* (what am i sighing for! scratches sides of head)

I ended up blogging again... Anyways, am not going to get into emotional ruckus now...

IM SOO WONDERFULLY HAPPY! I am over the moon and beyond the Milky Way~ I'M SOOO Exhilarated! Expect the unexpected! As always...

I, saya, wo, wa, watashi, yeneke am going to take this opportunity to CONGRATULATE my dearest dearest dearest (repeat till outta breath) OK! ONE LAST EFFORT! """DEAREST""" friend-Shan!!!! :

CONGRATULATIONSSS!!!!!!

*jumps around in circle while punching imaginary pom pom in the air*
Who said 06/06/06 is an omen? Whatever it is, I dont give 2 shits about that now. I aint got time to think when the world's gonna come to an end because it never really matter! I live for the moment! Dance like there's nobody is watching, live like there is no tomorrow coming! YEAH!

Anyways, enough craps! Im so touched... Being an emotional soul... I can't help but started tearing... T.T huhuhu~ This is happening?!! It feels surreal... Because I never thought he will crashed down your fort so soon! Sailen... *2 thumbs up for ya* *evil grins and nudges sailen virtually* Eh, you quite smart eh for choosing such easy to remember date so that you dont forget the anniversary? ^-^ Love you lots for ending her agony of being called a tomboy! wtf.. kidding kidding. So, the end of singlehood after having to shield it for your 19 years of life... Gurl, u sud see my moon eyed smile now! DAMN!

I am nobody but i'm gonna give u guys my blessings! I wish the both of you the best of everything. I will pray for gracious Sailen and Shan's generations after generations, shan u gotta be ready ya noe! Lolz! P/s: im expecting your prayers back k. I dont wanna be left out! *winks winks hintssss*
Really, when I read your reply, I was beyond words.... I was least expecting that piece of marvellous news... I wish I was back in Malaysia right now. So i can hug u tightly and shatter all the bones in your body.

An experience to walk... A walk to remember... Rememberance to fill up the still empty pages of your life....

God bless Angel and Devil....
*much hugs and kisses* I am SO FUCKING ECSTATIC!!!!!



:: Pee-ka-boo! AngeL and yet to be revealed-d' deViL ::

yet.. another neurofurry...

yet.. another neurofurry!!!!

OH MY FUCK GOD!

WAT da fuck do u called an individual who are fucking persistent???
Situations have changed from the gloomy saddening parting scene into brain-racking highly voted and top most unforgivable level of annoyance!!!! I am so exhausted having to pull together every strings of tolerance and patience in me! CANT U FUCKING SEE IT??? Im fucking tired and worn out having to untangle the already complicated knots and mesh created by the both of us!

Please save ur sympathetic two pails worth of tears stories to yourself! Aint gaining my conscience nor am i gonna soften my heart anytime soon! You are making a fucking huge mistake messing around like this. Leave now or DIE . Leave now or you will never have my forgiveness later. Im serious. You are really testing with the tiny bits of sanity i have left in me! One more pursue, and u commit the most unforgivable emotional felony!

The more determined you are to find out an answer which was never existed, the higer MY determination shall soar to make U FALL!! I will personallly pin U FLAT on the ground and let you taste the bitterness of my cruelty! TO SEE U regret and make you suffer the punishment worse then hell has to offer over the centuries! GREAT! Just simply perfect! You have released the merciless monster in me! Flickers of anger is changing to flames of inferno dude! And it is progressing faster than you can ever imagine!

I am all ready with my 100 folds magnitude of severe torments to deal with u! i am prepared! come forward! i will raise my sword! move one step closer and u will have the edge of my blade gliding smooothly upon your skin. Try speaking for with no mercy the tip shall penetrate layers of your flesh! and finally i will leave nasty scars on the core of ur bone as a reminder for u not to cross the limit! I SWEAR i will see thru ur defeaT! A kamikaze fighther I am! Either u die or we both do!

Being such a pushy without pussy! Go-figure u lowest level pest!
I am at a lost of words to describe u!

Look at how u are behaving! Behaving like a fucking cheapskeate! OH DAMN! DUN TELL ME U ARE DOING ALL DIS BECOZ OF ME! YES? SO WAT DA FUCKING GREAT IS DAT??? TELL ME????? FUCK U AND FUCK OFF!!!!!