I Just Robbed My Life From Me.

Things in my mind currently (like right now?):

1. End of 3rd block exam.
Or so I declared... There is one last forensic paper to go. Too tired for it. Thought i would hear myself cheering. But no, I am totally wasted. I felt like I have shouldered two machine guns while marching up a slope. Oh well, I did "tembak" alot alot alot! It was war of the brain cells.
There were two school of thoughts: TRUE / FALSE.

2. I've just hopped from one to another every possible friends blog sites i could possibly access.
A lil bit disturbed. So many things happened. So lil time ticked away. Am i stationary or what?
Or have I speed too fast that when I'm finally slowing down, I reach nowhere?
Ok, I'm feeling random. Bet its the exam power vacuum which sucked my juice of life right under my nose. (from my mouth lar)

3. Why do I feel distant from almost everyone?
Have I reserved myself a lil too much? I know not... This doesn't feel right but I don't have the will to any make amend.

4. Have I reached another important turning point along my life?
Well, maybe I've taken the turn without even noticing it earlier. I'm miles away from the turn now. So, there's just zero point to turn my back for a peek.

5. I have changed. I have changed. I treat people differently now. I see things from a different view. And people treat me differently too. It's weird. But again I am not too bothered. Maybe not now. Why ah?

6. Life is boring when I don't spread my wings and fly... But how to soar when I'm tied down by so many responsibilities? No, im not talking about the responsibility of fnishing my SDLs, PBLs, CBLs or ILs. The past is still loitering around.

7. My life is sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (and make that another gazillion times more) uneventful!
No more clubbing.
No more dressing up.
No more shopping.
No more speeding in my Deadly Kenari.
No more walking in high heels.
No more mini skirts.
No more hairdos.
No more flirting.
No more changes.
No more LIFE.

*static sound appearing from nowhere*

I think im gonna wilt like the plant outside at my balcony soon. I feel like the dead being brought to live in a life not meant for me. Zombified. *ZONK*

Perhaps, she was right. I am in Med school... MAD SChool! And im eventually turning mad!

" I JUST ROBBED MY LIFE FROM ME"