AC MECHANICS ARE MORONS!

AC MECHANICS ARE MORONS!


Chapter close and time to pack up and sweep the remnants of itsy bitsy of Suemoness!

I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! I HAVE BEEN bathing in free sauna since 3 days back! HAVING to force to display my messed up tornado room to my whole floor mate IS Not tolerable anymore. To sleep with fan blast in 5 and bearing with the continuosly annoying and irritating squeeking noise coming put from the extra speedy fan NOT ONLI HAS GOT ONTO MY NERVES but IT is creating a TEMPORARY NEURO FURRY! Building up anoyance of the highest tallest uppest extremest paling ter SANGAT SANGAT SANGAT! IT IS driving me insane! ANY minute the whole spinning mechanism is just gonna pop out from its socket and have me KILLED! ALL BECOZ MY DAMN FREAKING AC HAS TO BE SERVICED as it is outta some stupid gas! I HAVE REACHED A LEVEL OF DESPERATION IN WHICH I DONT MIND FILLING UP THE pipe with my flatulence if it onli works!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WHY DURING SUMMER OF ALL TIMES!

ADD ON TO THAT! ELECTRIC WENT OFF! WTFFFFFFFFF MAN!!!!!!! Frequent power cut, no aircond to look forward to when the electricity is intact!

DUMB FUCKED EX-owner didnt know about her responsibilty of servicing the AC from time to time! ALL THESE FUCKED UP INDIANS! I CANNOT STAND THE HEAT FOR ANOTHER ONE DAY IN THE ROOM! ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH I HAD TO FLUNG open my door! NOW where the heck is my privacy?????
I PAID FOR AN AC ROOM, not a spoilt not working Ac, near to doorless room! OMFG!!!! IM SO FREAKING PISSEDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WAITING IN MY ROOM, sacrificing YOGA yesterday and swimming today just to wait for those black charcoalled morons!!! WONDER wat they were fed with last time to result in such idiotic senile brain development! DONT THEY NOE IT IS TOO FREAKING BOILED UP IN INDIA! AND THEY WANNA BOIL ME UP TOO!!! LIKE DAT IS NOT ENOUGH of a torture, had to make me stay in the room patiently waiting for ther nevergoing-to-happen-visit! EARS ALL pricked up whenever i hear footsteps!!!!! BUT ALAS, no!! I AM FILLED with UNIMAGINABLE disapoinment everytime! FUCK DIS BLACK SKIN INDIANS for giving me FALSE high HOPE!


Anywayz, on another less pissified note, I JUZ CALLED THE MANAGEMENT AND FUCKING SCREAMED AT DEM!!! WHOAA~ RELEASED MY ANGER!!!!! SERVES those morons right! FRIED THEIR ASS till it singed and smelled burnt! DUMB FUCKS!

WANNA LET ME DIE OF HEAT AND DEN ONLY THEY REALISE THE IMPORTANCE OF GETTING WORK DONE FAST ISIT??? I COULD GAVE GONE TO THE LIB IF THEY CUD AT LEAST INFORM DAT THEY ARE NOT COMING!!! INCONSIDERATE STUPID BLACK BURNT UP BASTARDS!!!!

Crying myself to bed....

Prison break made me broke into tears...
No apparent reason... Maybe i do. It feels so much better letting it out of my system...
I am a girl afterall... cant bear the weight on my shoulder alone...

It has been hard... Having to have my own friend to ignore you... Someone you have vow to laugh and cry together... Having another friend to treat you the way you do not wish for juz because of selfishness... juz because he doesnt know how to handle me... I FEEL HURT DUDES! I DO!!!!! I MIGHT SEEM DAMN TOUGH BUT I AM NOT! IM HOPELESS~!!! PRONY!!!! I DUNOO WHO TO GO TO... i relli do not know wat can i do... I do not want sympathy! all i want is for everything to get back to normal.... I feel so vulnerable... I feel so weak inside...

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All the things that seems to go wrong, hearing the devil speaks, feeling unwanted and unlove... Wat have i done to my life? wat is going on? I do not noe who to speak to... i dun even have credit to call shan... i dun even have anyone to confide to... Here i am sitting and tasting my own tears... Tears streaming down endlessly while i am typing... ... I cannot stop it prony! I CANOT! I think im relli mashed up inside... Ive been trying too hard fighting everythin off wif my own scrawny hands... I am not capable... I know for a fact... yet i tried....

For once, i did put up a fantastic mask...

Its not all about dat.... It is not... i think sumtin is cooking up again... Joe... then Pig... now...
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I am lost in translation.... I cannot understand myself... Wohoo.....
Right, i relli do feel better now... i do.... Thank you... prony... thank you....

Paradox!

PARADOX!

It is not the time for me to give up yet.

Annoyance made me more annoyed! Pretence challenged me to beat u up! Ignorance is scarring my pride! Avoiding a matter by sulking at one end of the world will never help YOU overcome this shit (if at all YOU ever thought about applying a punctuation-"fullstop")! Do this for another few more days, my antidote and my repellence towards YOUR ATTITUDE will wear off in no time! And directly i will sentence you to crime of emotions you can never define!

For god sake, YOU think u are very thoughtful for telling urself u do not want to make it a huge matter???? WTF MAN!??? U BRAINLESS INSENSITIVE FELLA! Common, u are just waiting for the flourishing attentions dun you??? I DO NOT NOE HOW UR SYSTEM OR BRAIN WORKS FOR DAT MATTER! Right now, to gain satisfaction I JUZ WANNA POINT my 10 fingers at something-AT YOU! I do not know whether a friend should act this way? I am so disapointed in you! I sincerely do.... Im so tempted to blast it all off here, i am so itched to curse YOU as my fingers worked their ways fluttering above the keyboard... However, i fail to do so! I hover alot... I halt and delete when i type something i feel so inapropriate! I AM ANGRY AT MYSELF FOR NOT BEING ABLE TO DO IT!

COZ u are my friend!??? U ARE MY FRIEND AND frankly if i have a choice, i wud juz eliminate u from my life! NO! I CANT ! I NOE I CANNOT! So wat if u need time???? AT LEAST Be civilised and slap all the sentiments and the asumptions that have been haunting u at my FACE! Then i know wat i suposedly did to u! AND dat i get to voice up and defend! OR RATHER EXPLAIN! WAT GOOD DOES IT MAKE BY KEEPING IT AND GUARDING these rubbish like a treasure???? DAMN IT! DAMN U!

I AM SO DISGUSTED WITH UR DOING! I SINCERELY AM! I DO WANNA PUKE! PUKE right at you! make u taste the vomit and let u realise how bitter are the guilts i had to swallow everytime U APPEAR in front of me pulling a face so straight!! GUILT of not being able to do anything thou im ur so-called friend! and dat is also VERY DEBATABLE! OH YEAH, dat is if u still consider me as one! I am NOT GUILTY at all for i was suposedly done to U! coz if i were to measure and compare, the error u have performed by hindering this matter while BEING PRETENTIOUS had magnify something a friend can easily talk over! WHY DO I ALWAYZ HAVE TO COME ACROSS ALL SORTS of FREAKS IN THE WORLD???? OR AM I A FREAK MYSELF????

YALA! MY FREAKING FAULT for dealing with things differently. MY FAULT FOR thinking way beyond any normal human with normal level of social skill! MY FUCKING FAULT for being a freak myself. You mess with me and I shall engrave this in my soul!
How paradoxical is that? My friend is my foe! Thffffff~

QUOTE OF THE WEEK: "Thy, A freak within pool of freaks..."

Who stands out more to beat the rest of the freaks?

meaningless updates

Meaningless Updates~

I have a feeling things are going to happen soon... Whether or not i like it, i am left with no choice at all but to face it like a Man... Pheww~ Surprisingly, I have lost all my interest in blogging. Wonder why...?

Juniors landed with lotsa drama already eventhough it is only the 3rd day into their date on arrival... Hoho. Well, most of them are easy-going and friendly but I've spotted a few sour grapes and bimbos around.

Holli is today. Which means there will be lotsa colours splashing around. Powder flying across each others head, foolish looking dudes and dudettes due to all the 7 colours of rainbow on us! A day to indicate the arrival of spring... A festival of colours, no im not tokin about diwali or deepavali. we will see how it will go in exactly 30 minutes from now on.

been extremely bz with orientation.... goddness... i havent even gt time for myself to bath properly!think i will basically throw myself in the pool to get rid of my odour T.T

Pool of new friends~

Pool of new Friends~

=) a smile for the butterflies and flowers i have seen...

=( a morbid sadness for the shithole im about to return to...

;') sinister grin for the many unknown riddle i have to "go-figure"

( -.-a) a sweat that represent the boiling myriad temperament i have been dealing with...

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today morning;
Tournament: Handicap match followed by serious game.
Time: 4.15am (dy was beaten)
Venue: Asia Club
Challenger: Dao Yao, Ling and Derrick Chocolate
Winner: Dr.Sexy Tan beat dy!!!!
Loser: Dr.Sexy Tan loose 2-1 to derrick~ -.-"
Sifu (master) : Ming You
Partner in crime: Melanie Kuan Lih Jiun!

Hahahahahahah... had the best night out! and i wont be doin dis india for the next 5 months... but hey, i improved alot in one night. the effort ming you put into teaching me and wifey~ i am speechless lar. so much of patience... thanks anywyaz. =)))))

sigh... things are gonna change. yes... they are... sad to say and sad to admit....

Why-oh-Why, ell-o-ell (LOLZ).... Ding Dong Bell...