Who is that Hot Stuff?

a spit of comments.
a groan of aches.
a moment to confuse.
a reason to fight.
a tear to trickle.
an antidote to laugh.
a lameness to feed on.

Its all in here!

Thursday, July 08, 2010

Myriad WC Fifa Supporters

There are 3 types of WC FIFA supporters:

Type 1:
Hard core, die hard, true blood fan.
"One for all and all for one".
Those who CrazilyExcitedlyEcstaticallyEuphoriclyFanaticallyFrenzilyLoudly-and-Loyally *pants pants pants pants gasps gasp gasps sand catches breath* supporting ONE team. Irregardless of win-lose.
No adoption of new team even if their favorite team falls out, on the way to the finals.
Thereafter feel indifferent/neutral. Either stop following WC or still following WC by sitting on the poky pointy fence and watch every other match in joyful state.

In a nutshell- Boring. *yawns*

Type 2:
Similar to number 1. But definitely NOT the same.
This fans' base and support is entirely dependent on triumph.
Flake out on the original team (ie team A) when it loses and scream like
chimpanzee bitches
for :

subtype 2a) many other teams (ie team B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K etc etc etc).
This subtype will eventually be a winner fan come what may. doh! *rolls eyes*
Because they will no doubt claim that the bearer of WC is the team they support
(after flaking out on a long lists of teams) ROFL. So pathetic.

In a nutshell - Lalangs.

subtype 2b) specifically a team (ie team XX) playing against the team (ie team ZZZ) who thrashed their original favorite lousy team (ie team A). If team XX perished in the war with team ZZZ, they will adopt a stronger team (ie team XY) who might have higher chances of finishing off what lousy team A and team XX couldn't finish. EVEN MOE PATHETIC!

In a nutshell - Childish & Lame. (need some spankings man...)

Type 3:
Entirely new to me. Smells like a stinking time bomb. Pffftttt!
Initially looked benign. Supporting unknown/unclear teams.
Changing teams almost every rounds. Probably due to factors like ego & money & resources constraints. At the same time biding time beneath each breath while formulating grudges against a certain team (team ZZZ) since the very beginning of WC due to unknown reasons. Then, barfing out tonnes of offensive & foul curses when the team they have been eye-ing with maximum amount of staunch hatred, got whacked in the ass by the unknown/unclear teams they support.
Whoa. Chillax la. Like hell, no one says anything about your unknown/unclear team also.

In a nutshell - Despicably Dangerous

Speaks a lot about their personality, doesn't it?
Which type are you?
Can i safely say i am Type Number 1?


ignorance of a clock

Why is the clock ticking so slow?!
An hour and a half more!

I am quite nervous for the Germany's game against Spain later!
ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Time!
I demand you to move faster!

*tick tock tick tock ignorance*

-_____________-!

Saturday, July 03, 2010

Do you know what i hate most?
Hypocrites! FUCKING hypocrites!
The worst is that these people do not even realize they are ONE! wtf.

So, it is NOT ok to perform a public demonstration?! *rolls eyes*
BUT, it is totally cool and cute to do so on facebook? (like it is not public enough?!)

uuurrrrr.....? Get a life, dudette?

Seriously i am beyond speechless!

No one will say you are dumb if you shut-the-fuck-up.
Hence, don't bother voicing out anything if you don't intend to do so from the very beginning.

Why be a coward and challenge your own principle just because you felt it was "bearably" alright for that sucker to moan like a retard on a virtual public zone?!
GEEZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz!!!!!!

What a total failure in making such great choice of exemptions!

Personal preference to NOT pick on a particular person who was fighting for the wrong cause Vs. picking on a group of senile demonstrators who was actually fighting for the right cause.

WHAT A JOKE! Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha-Ha!

Monday, June 14, 2010

a weekend to remember...

Sunday's facebook shoutout. (And i mean it! Right, sulin *rolls eyes*)
"One of the best-est weekend!

Restraining order for NO partying & NO drinking the next 2months starts today!"

Being a facebook queen, i have seen a couple of shout outs stating that they had a great weekend. Something very nice to hear from the usual grunts and complaints about Monday blues...
I obviously had a weekend i find worth blogging. =)

Friday
Weekend started as early as Friday night.

More like an alcohol filled weekend. Teheeee.
Fought with bii (dont remember why at the moment), not a good sign for good weekend huh?
Gaya was unhappy too under the influence of some unforeseen circumstances.
So we ber-emo together over the smses. Sigh...

Anyways, Andeloo called for dinner. I wanted to nap aka sleep until the next morning but i decided against my pig-ly wish because i was adamant that my weekend should be AWESOME this time! So off we went to Wazen with Gillie, Bav and Anson. Bii joined us 20minutes later along with his post-badminton sweat. He left with Anson when the rest of us decided to go for a many round of beer @ Jim's Cottage in conjunction with the opening ceremony of World Cup Fifa 2010.
Steven and the geng joined us for awhile and we all left at 12 something.

Then I joined dx and the rest in office bar. Had another many rounds of beer. Haha.
Left at 2am but my night did not end there because i joined the party in gurv's apartment.
Woooowooowooo! Slow down woman. -_____-!

Bad news, i had my usual emotional attack/breakdown when i get high in unhappy state. I probably cried tears enough to be able to fill up all the empty whisky bottles lying around in gurv's house. Bahh! Sappy! But thanks to Shereen, Mal, Gurv and Paul for shutting up my howlings in the wee hour of morning. Sorry dearies... =(

Saturday
Woke up the next morning wearing a pair of
swollen goldfish eyes. Like that >>
Haha! Luckily I managed to stay through the whole convocation without much difficulties from the 3 people i do not wish to see. *pats own head*

Post convocation party at Arena and then at Garden city. I will let pictures do the talking.

Sunday
...is another chapter of its own... =)
I will write another entry on it!

Signing off...
sue... <3

Friday, June 11, 2010

Mutilated feelings...

"To thine own self be true..."

I have made no fault,
maybe only imperfection of not being perfect...
I owe YOU not any vindications...
...For i have played my role...

Therefore,
YOU don't deserve my conscience anymore
NOT NOW, NOT NEVER...
The only mistake i probably have made was to befriend you and to underestimate your misconstrue judgmental personality...
BEGONE ungrateful, jealous, cynical and narcissist force!



I reckon i have left this shout out for the longest recorded time ever on my face book page -UNTOUCHED. PERIOD!
Probably more than a week, long enough for the message to reach those it was directed upon. Most importantly, strong enough to puncture and penetrate the dirty dungs-compacted brains of some people!!!
And if they don't get it, i can only laugh at their lack of conscience and ignorance! Bakaaa!

ENOUGH IS ENOUGH!
Because it hurts when people hurled those irresponsible and unfiltered tainted ideas of theirs at someone (Me) who was seriously putting their best interests before anything else!
And please get your facts right before bombarding away like a malfunctioned catapult!

A misunderstanding as many puts it, i beg to differ. I, who stand on the other end do not see it that way. Personally? It sounded like saying fuck-you in a subtler way.
Where is the room for the benefit of doubts when it is critically and essentially needed?
No one jumps right into a stinky pool of verdict if it wasn't for a pre-fixed prejudice!
So, to hell with "misunderstandings"!!!

I was furious! So angry i could murder those people! But hey, it was only a superego thought.
I am sane enough to NOT react and demote myself to the same par as those people.
Well, referring to the conclusion made by those people, I totally get it that superior people have to behave superior-ly as oppose to minions doing the minion jobs?

Those weren't my natural words. I had to spit them in defense to false convictions made by a subordinate.

I have said it before and now i will say it again:


i will b the worst defender u can ever come across in life

i don't perform the inauguration of attacks
for i only defend by counterattacks!
and bear in mind that they will be few folds in comparison to the damage you have caused...

echoes from 1st June 2010 8:03 pm...
su-lin

Thursday, May 13, 2010

there are too many possibilities out there
in addition to the unpredictable temptations that catch me at almost every corner...

is this a process of growing up being an adult?

when i was an adolescent, i experienced what many called as identity crisis
today even though i have found the answer to the crisis
but i am still confused of who i am suppose to be in life...

Monday, April 26, 2010

Emancipation...


"feel the progress of melody instead of listening to the flow of the song..."
that is trance...

have you ever feel like you were soaring?
feel that you are being surrounded by cold, chilly and still air...
however you don't feel like you are freezing...
instead you feel the warmth inside out...

i have only lived it once...
it was 3 years ago, when i was heading up the mountain of Shimla sitting with zero distance away from that very person...

whom i fight with endlessly everyday for every single thing
whom i watch before i sleep every night and wake up every morning
whom i cried to without feeling silly and dumb

he...
who loves me without knowing the boundaries of affections
who made me realize how greed will not only make me lose him but eventually lose myself...
who accepts me for who i am
who expects the least out of someone like me who is full of attitudes
who ultimately walks me through and out of the hardships of my life...

and he was also the person who held my hand, made me flushed as red as a ripen tomato and felt so hot in that negative degree Celsius, 3 years back...

he is still the person who holds my hand till this very moment, 3 years later
never thinking of letting it go...

how could i even lose my grips?
i must have been sick in the head...
very very sick...
i am glad i have untangled one huge mess within myself yesterday...
i have successfully release that burden which has been snowballing since the day expectations took over me...

little did i realize i have been shutting myself away from the world
little did i know i have stopped listening to friends around me...
little did i know i chose to walk alone and away from everyone else (him and all my close friends included...)
and i left no space for improvements
i turned ugly and full of scars...
i kept suppressing all the unhappiness in me subconsiously
gradually everything got compressed into a big chunk of heavy unmanageable feelings...
i almost got swallowed along into the nothingness, the unknown realm...

i have only two person to thank...
and i dont know how else to do so...
hence by dedicating this post to the both of you,
i hope i can convey my feelings...

to wifey and bii...
thanks for always being there.
near or far.
it means the world to me...

now that i finally come to term with myself...
i have never felt this peaceful for the longest time...

with love,
Sulin... (10:48am)

p/s: at the beginning of the post, i mentioned that i experienced that soaring feeling only once?
Today i felt it again... Priceless. =)

Monday, April 12, 2010

in the realm of emptiness...

The darkness along with the silence that surround him inside out...
He must have be really scared...
I cannot imagine how his world is like at the moment...

he used to be able to see from his right eye...
the only means of communication between him and the world...
now,
even that has been taken away from him...

i wish i could do something to help him ease this suffering...
looking at him from a few inches away...
i feel so crushed...
tears were balancing at the edges and corner of my eyes...
but i held it back
i want to be strong at least for him
i dont want my brothers to start crying too...

this is the same feelings i experienced 7 years back
when i was camping outside the CCU
hoping and praying for mama's recovery...
battling with the stages of possibility of losing someone dear...
now it is happening again...

these might be the last few moments i could spend with him...
he is struggling...
in pain, in fear,
he is probably waiting for daddy to come back from oversea...
he is fighting against his fate maybe...

why do people have to die...?

mama...
please take care of yeh yeh...
he needs the strength and consolation...