Q for...

DUB..
dub...
DUB...
dub...
DUB
DUB
DUB
DUB
DUB...

dub dub dub dub dub dub!!!!!!!!!

Really my heart never leapt so many beats before...
Also my heart and brain never co-worked in such speed and coordination to process what I cannot seem to comprehend...

Its like a token of consolation they can at least give me...

Im running away... Im hiding... Im avoiding the fact as long as I can... Whether or not it is ugly or triumphant... Its not easy when it comes down to really have to digest the fact that it has not resulted in a manner I have, indeed everyone wants...

To move forward... to go back to their parents’ bright lit expression and wide open arms... (figuratively I mean..) Its just that moment...
Endure...
Save the slightest happiness still left within myself...
I know not...
I don’t noe...
It’s crappy.

Well, I'm a coward... chicken... whatever I call myself, its no point crying over spilt milk eh… I spilled myself... ya RAITE.

Ok, I think im ready noW! LETS GO!

the answer remains untill i come back.. Ja!

Q for Questions...

The BIG 2~ !

~US~

so, my birthday didnt exactly end up with butterflies, flowers and cloud nine sensation!
because a fucker who once upon a time intruded my personal tranquility is back in action to initiate a smackdown match!

walao. im damn tired having to fucking keep quiet wei!
Im a social queen, so wat?
im a failure in studies, so wat?
im gonna be flooded with fails? SO WAT???

Thus,
I am kneeling down,
with 3 josstick and pray to u to leave me alone lar... I am damn fucking scared of u dei... U make me shiver.. tremble...

So, dude and dudettes, im having another rampage oh!!! Im pmsing lo!!! Im selling chee cheong funny lor...
*superficial temproral vessels snapped !!!!*

so if its not him, den good. my fault. but yeah, i shall create destruction from today onwards.
MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHA!
people in manipal are driving me insane!
Its an asylum! not a medical school yo!!

YoYOYO! lets play yoyo!

Classic pose! me and wifey!

The gurls

My Browniezzz! NyummmY~

Ryanmon and Lao Fu zi! his tiny cap is missing!

Stupiak WH4! u are suppose to pose!!!

and dis is exclusively for Dao Yao Ling! Shes cute eh... *winks* Bwahahahhaah!

Lastly... i would love to say thnks for every single thing... Everything. From being the silly u guys are to being the people im going to carve a memorable history here when i look back 10 years down the road...

such boring afternoon...

i should be sleeping...

but..
i didnt... because...

i need to replenish my internet addiction dose...

and whole afternoon spent with someone...
ive recently discovered...
yet another "hawtie" that is beginning to put me under his spell...

PRESENTING Ugly kinda Cute:

Matt Dallas in Kyle XY

oh btw, heres another classic, living and more realistic example of ugly kinda cute:

Kua Chi sudden fetish

..... in the midst of major Anatomy paper...

i tasted Kua Chi (sunflower seed??) out of nowhere... I think i was hallucinating. On ques 206, finished shading the last circle for the day...

should have been glad that I've killed one paper. But no, the urge of eating kua chi was really intensified...

only to realise... i have never came across any Kua Chi in India... Tell me lar, sad boh...?

Kua Chi, Kua Chi where are you... Im coming to get you in 3 weeks time!
muahahaha!

EXAM hor.

EXAM hor.

Right now! Right at this very moment!
NOOOOWWWWW!!!!! -END-

I just want to pack my bag and go home....
*cries*
I want to go back!
I don't want to sit for any stupid useless exams!
I want to see mummy!
I want to laugh all i want in the house and shout - I AM BACK followed by CHEERSs!
I want to fight with my two idiotic bros.
I want to quarell with them!
I want to snatch their new phones!
I want to show them pics! pics! pics!
I want to bring them shopping, watch movies, makan makan!
I want to go Pasar Malam!
I want to taste my mummy's home cook food!
I want to drive around in my cool Kenari!
I want to go see yeye, cimcim, ciekciek, kucheh!
I want to ............

I miss home so badly.

This exam anticipation,
Makes me want to puke looking at papers full of medical facts.

Makes me sick to even think of sitting for those brain racking, faith challenging, blood gushing, gut falling, insanity inducing GRAND IMPORTANT papers!

Coz i sux! And of coz Manipal sux too.

I BET EVERYONE from my batch wants to go back now... At least the normal ones...
Its 3 weeks and 5 days counting.../ 26days.../ 624 hours.../ 37, 440 minutes.../
F-O-R-E-V-E-R