Stuffs that i bet only 1 or at most 2 souls can understand. That sometimes i find myself staring agog at those endless paragraphs to unravel the actual events attached to them.
As much as i want to write inspirational, motivational and self-correctional blog, i am not gifted to do so. In fact, i find it so difficult to get good flows of sentences and spontaneous remarks. Unfortunately i may have abundance of ideas but lack of talent in delivery.
Maybe that is the reason why i often get tongue tied during conversations.
Another problem i have is repetition. I keep writing about the same thing. Ie: this post!
Lamenting about the same issues over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over again. There, i did it again! Super cheong heii. Sigh.
So, why am i typing at this hour? Urmm... because im done with facebook for the day.
Back to basic when facebook wasn't around. Seems like a good day to honor the existence of my blog. Blog sphere used to be my virtual hangout space. A place i found solace when my head was filled with explosive questions. It was some'one' i felt comfortable talking to when i felt lonely and also a place i built with my imaginations. Most importantly a zone i can shut myself away from the nasty world. Well, after all it is the only tunnel that link me to my past painful and bittersweet memories which remained so fresh albeit the changing passage of time.
Come to think of it, funny how much i have changed in 5 years but my feelings towards many people and things never expired. More so funny when newer affections arrived along the way and sit themselves snuggly on top of the already jam packed memory box. Over time, they all settled down to give way and accommodate even more recent chronicles of life.
Bah~ As usual, i am beating around the bush again. I guess the only reason i am here tonight is because i want to read this post and laugh about my silliness in another 5 years time.
*makes funny faces*
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