Hollow

loneliness = death
i think i am nearing there...

stomach feels hollow
but i am not hungry

heart feels aching
but i am not having a heart attack

body feels numb
yet every sensations are prickling on alert

i feel faint
but i can stand and walk perfectly

all because of the word friendship...
have you ever felt as though you don't have true friends?
that everyone is just mere acquaintances...

tell me what i am currently feeling is just a change of weather, can you?
so i have H.O.P.E to look forward to...

but no, its not working...
adamant as i am
the truth is against all odds...

I am someone so insignificant...
It feels like i am falling and falling
but not reaching bottom zero?
maybe if i do finally fall and splat
things will be clearer...

using death against death...
='(

i do understand why people can commit suicide...
i do...............................................................................