my 7th semester ended quite fashionably...
*pose for the camera* PERIOD!
right! of course i wasn't referring to that kind of fashion.
a lot has happened. at least, in my scope of brain capacity.
Community medicine posting lasted for 2 months.
everyone knows it the bestest posting of the entire medicine course.
why? here are the reasons:
1. we just sat in the AC lecture hall freezing ourselves to ice cubes. also freezed our brains, the cells and the transmissions making all of us vulnerable to sleep.
2. classes timing switched place with eat.mousehunt.sleep.fishwrangle.shit.ghosttrapper.
3. we said goodbye to the white coat cum yellow coat. no odour, no sweat.
4. made a pac with myself to indulge in some beneficial activities like reading fictions and watch as many movies and series as my eye sight could handle.
but in the end, i only managed 2 seasons of Gossip Girl (anyone who hasn't watched, please do so because it is the sin of century if you haven't)
I became a fanatic of GG.
XOXO
Then, came the sessionals for surgery and com.med. YAY!
Allocated very few hours of studying because i was very much busy catching up in Mouse hunting, reading forums, harped on the cheapest SuperBries cheeses i could get my hand onto! *double YAY*
result of MH: i overtook JoonKeat! and im in the newest area with my newest trap!
result for com.med: 70%. not bad for my effort! =))
surgery is going to be a bit tough to predict. i leave it to the magical and tedious hands of VENA KARANTH!
28th of February, denotes the day of freedom for batch 17.
it is as though we were all released from the "kandang"
and we were running wild!
Alicia held a great birthday party in A Famosa.
was late to the party as usual.
beers, whiskies, vodkas and the birhtdaycake-i-dont-remember-how-it-tastes-like were the 'alas perut' for the day's dinner.
guess what? party ended by 2am. hrrmmm... a tad too early for the international standard of party.
where was i? right. i locked myself in a room only to wake up 1020am the next morning.
how? sashi knocked the door of the room i was sleeping in for the say.... 9183748626278287374653 times
first thought?
HOLYSHITOMFGCHIALATLONGPIAK! its 1020!!! bibit landed at 7am!
second thought?
how do i look? *peak into the mirror and FREAKED*
to my horror my hair was as if they were gel-ed up and standing in all directions!
exactly the picture kailash used to display in his blog once upon a time. this:
p/s: i think i puked on myself or my hair. but i don't remember shit about puking. *glad for that because puking sensation sucks*
third thought?
how now? T______T
i couldnt keep track on how many things that ran through my mind.
but i was freaking and inadvertently directing sashi for towels and alicia for something else.
sorry =(
i showered (mandi kerbau they call it) and sashi passed me a bed sheet to wipe myself dry. Ewwww~
called bibit and i broke down. i did it again. stupidity of drinking.
enghan was an angel and am very grateful that he entrusted me to his nissan super car when i was in that still-tipsy condition.
result: i flew to KLIA, at 200-220km/h.
3 things dominating my thoughts, awareness and visions throughout the fast track on the highway.
1. i am driving enghan's car. he will be murdered psychologically by his parents if anything happened to me and the car
2. i have disappointed bit by getting wasted and abandoned him in the airport for 4 frigging hours! (any human who can tolerate me is seriously superb. that's why i love him unconditionally. for he loves me that much as well.... sigh.... *smack own head triple times*)
-______-!!!
so, if anything happened to me and the car, he will murder me second time, if i was dead by the time he sees me. if not, he would murder me psychologically too.
3. i am halfway a doctor. The liability is too absurd for my death. i carry within me, knowledge and practice at the price of RM200k. so dad will murder me second time as well.
Reached the airport arrival hall in one piece, parked the car aside, rushed out, hugged bibit to bits... and pulled back after a few seconds as i was aware that i stinked. O.o
He wasn't angry, neither did he say a word about me abandoning him. Instead, he asked how was i feeling... I was fine physically, but i knew the guilt that has already haunt me and eaten me up. I knew how disappointed he was... I am sorry, and i know sorry isn't enough to make up for my mistake this time.
so there, the fashionable sulin, who arrives fashionably late at every functions. This time ends her royal affairs being so unprofessional and a disappointment.....
way to go~ *smacks own head the 4th time*
Only love <3
SxydeviL 12:17am
Happie Holidays lingdear :* Must rest well and enjoy the holiday, k.. Nxt sem will be hectic ;(
ReplyDeleteWell, to be honest, i was very pissed whn being abandoned in the airport, cold, tired, bored n lonely that morning despite being tipped off by EH that you were knocked out (thank God tat i've ths insider information, if not i'ld have died of a stroke, not knowing what had happened to you who is not reachable on the phone). If not for the tip off, maybe things would have taken a different route.. mayb i'll get realli angry if not given tht long hours to cool and calm myself down.
As i sit on the metal bench tired and falling asleep, all sort of thoughts ran through my mind. Eg. "why did such a thing happen", "how should i react when i c u", "should i js leave the airport myself" etc etc. at the same time being so worried and hoping you'll soon wake up fine :( all i'm looking forward to is a msg or a call to notify me that you're awake. I even spoke to u on the phone after you woke up to ask to u take ur time n dont rush nor speed on the way to the airport, i dont mind waiting a few more hours as long as u are fine and safe.. but alas, i guess my girlfriend is too degil.. hehe
Know why i decided to shrug off the matter ? mayb it's becoz i miss you too much.. I thought, nothg is going to change what has happened and thr's no point pulling a bitter face at each other on the 1st day of reunion after such a long time not seeing each other.. I know you must hv been under tremendous uneasiness for what has happened, thr's no reason for me to make matters any worse.. might as well js enjoy the time of us being together, rather thn wasting time on past issue.
All these because i love you so much.. too much to see u suffer anymore.. <3
I js wanna see you happy :D hehe
Js make sure thr wont be any recurrence of such incident, k.. *smacks head* hahahahahaha
Mmmuuuaaxxxx from Bi.. love u loads !
haha. su lin, ur so lucky! wish u and jia hong have a happy holiday la! hee.
ReplyDeleteresult of MH: i overtook JoonKeat! and im in the newest area with my newest trap!
ReplyDeleterubbish!!!! where got such thing!!! i'm still leading with the points. hohohohohohohohohohoho newest area yes and newest trap yes. wait la wait la
ooops! joonkeat is here! ^^
ReplyDeleteya wert, i overtook you in terms of traps and new mice =p
remember you said, all those new mice on your page were to lansi newbies like me?
cough cough~