someone made a remark to me yesterday night,
"being contented and being happy are both two different things..."
it kept me thinking for awhile...
not because what he said hits the jackpot
but what he said has some truth i should ponder upon...
well, he is definitely not the first person to comment about my relationship with jh...
infact, i would say i have been bombarded with quizzical expressions, indirect analytical questionaire and sometimes awkward statements previously....
ON why and how we are together...
it has been what 2years and counting???
but people do not know how to give me a break?
FINE we are two very different people. fulstop. period.
like i am tall for a girl, hes short for a guy
i am outgoing, he is homely
i am extrovert he is introvert
i am a very last minute person, he is punctual
i love clubbing, he loves aquariums
i listen to trance, he listens to reggae
i can talk to anyone, he rather listens one person
i love drinking alcohol. he hates alcohol
LIKE WHAT THE HELL???
we are definitely not the match made in heaven!
but what do others know about feelings?
i bet not many do...
and what i know about us is,
we love the beaches and the sea
we want to scuba dive
we want to go to hawaii and maldives
we love sweating out sipping tomyam
we love wrestling on the bed
we love sitting on each other's laptop and click on fb games i think no other freaking couples would do -_________-!
we cook and wash dishes together
and
we love each other's companion
after a tiring day after classes
during a standstill night with no great plans
how many people in this world has heard him LOL with actually can tickles your own bone?
i have and it was priceless.
everyday with him is like an adventure.
surprises is at every corner.
and they come when i least expect them.
these are moments money/effort cant buy...
so should i ask that someone back if he has felt happiness if he is not contented?
or if he never felt happy when hes only contended?
i do not understand how someone can draw a line between contentment and happiness...
anyone can explain that?
i do of course know the difference between happiness and sadness...
because i am sad when he is not around
and
because i will be sad if he dies earlier than me!
Only love <3
November 11th 4:39am
