eventhough it was not more than 1minute before we said goodbye,
i am already missing you...
this is just another holiday for the both of us
back into the lives of when we were both still singles
doing stuff just like what we used to do alone
but these times, they are just not the same
because
it does not feel the same doing things when you are not around...
it is not as if we have never parted before
but, yes... i am already missing you...
it is because
every time you walk away,
you take along that flourish presence that fills my heart with joy and laughter
as if you have taken away a part of myself...
which is you...
every time you walk away
and i made my away opposite yours,
my heart goes all wrenching with aches
and tears starts stinging my eyes
i blink
and they make their way down trickling over my cheeks
for that
i know i truly love you...
we fight so much (claims you)
but i swear
i cherish every single moments being with you
be it laughters or angers
i do not care
because i know when you are not standing right in front of my eyes anymore
i will start searching for you...
the same person whom i fight with
the very same person i throw mean words upon
will immediately become the person i want to be next with!
the essence of life?
what say you?
which reflects the ultimate meaning of living
nothing touch our core better than feelings...
and only feelings can etch something we call as memories...
so my dear silly boy
i hope you do not take fights and arguments as a negative turns
for i can tell you those things are the ones that bind us even close together!
AND I MISS YOU! =(
Only love <3
Lingdear
9:16am
17th Oct 2009
